I can let myself be angry over wasted time.

I have so much to say.

But i don't know what to, or how to.

I'm sad, and tired. And very worried. But there seems to be nothing I can do.
And i don't even feel like blogging about happy times because it's just NOT right. And it's not how i feel.

I missed Tatsuki today, as well. That made it slightly worse.

I think what i feel is called regret.

And i'm crying now.
I want to be with Carolyn. Not say anything. Just cry. Love you, okay?