Heart-waves.

Waves in the sea come and go,
but sometimes a big wave comes and knocks you off your feet.

Love is a lot like that, isn't it?
You can't control it,
you can't stop it,
you can't choose the waves that come along in life.

You never know when it'll come and hit you off your feet onto the soft sand and surround you,
you never know when it'll drown you.

You never know which ones will affect your life,
you never know which ones will leave you the fastest,
you never know which ones will leave you wanting more.



I'll love you always,
just like I love the sea.
:)

That beautiful island.

I am home from Penang,
and I am stuck in a mess of mixed feelings.

It was a lovely holiday,
hours and hours by the beach,
sand,
water,
memories and thoughts,
time alone,
time with my family,
time with God,
time with Nature.

Yet I am excited to be home and back in my own shoes,
my own bathroom and bed,
my own house where I know where things are.

I want to go back.


I don't want You to leave me.

Contented, slightly.

RETAIL THERAPY,
13 HOURS OF SLEEP,
AND AWESOME COMPANY
makes Amelia
a contented girl.

So, so very tired.

I am so tired.

From all the multiple activities I've been preparing for, attending..
I am dying.

Mentally, I am exhausted from all the time-management which I've tried to plan but failed at anyway, from all the planning and strategising, and failing miserably.

Physically, I am largely deprived of sleep and rest. I have bad eyebags, sore eyes, and my brain can no longer function optimally.

I still have 2 Criminal essays to finish, two performances tomorrow, choir practice tonight, International Migrants' Day on Sunday, babysitting on Monday, Christmas next Friday.

No Christmas shopping or baking done yet.

I'm enjoying what I do, but the future scares me like nuts.


I am dying.
And I need You, but we have no time.

No hug or kiss today. :(

Good Lord.

I am tired and I feel battered up,
but I am looking forward to the next week!

Can't wait to spend more time with You,
Emily and Kaeley,
the July Intake,
my new friends,
my not-so-new friends,
my awesome lecturer,
my fellow musicians,
my family,
and myself.


Gotta go get showered for badminton!

Light of my life.

Darling,
you make me so very happy..

Being able to spend the 6th of December with you was more than I could ask for.
Being able to make you HAPPY on the 6th of December was beyond my dreams.

You've made me so proud of you in the past few months.
You've grown up so quickly, and learned equally quickly.

You've said and done things that have made me proud of who I am to you,
and made me proud that we've grown in the short time that we've spent together.

You're a good daughter, friend, sister and lover,
you're the best gift to anyone in this world.
If I could wrap you up and give you to yourself, I would have.
(Thankfully, I can do that for myself.)

You give me a drive and an inspiration to do things that sometimes isn't obvious,
but I know that I live my life for you most of the time.

I hope Jesus blesses you with good health, love, happiness,
and that His will becomes clear for you as you walk through life with Him.
He is always there, holding your hand when I cannot,
and holding us together when I can.

Please know that there is always someone that loves you.
If noone else does, I always will do.

You're the only one for me.

Rights, left, wrong.

10th December 2009; United Nations 61st Human Rights Day.

In conjunction-
8th December 2009; UN Malaysia Human Rights Day Seminar.
Oozing with seeming intelligence, concern, enthusiasm and knowledge, dignitaries and representatives from various reputable organisations gathered in Ballroom B of Renaissance Hotel, Kuala Lumpur at 0930 for the seminar.

Two usherers for this auspicious event were none other than Amelia Chan and Pon, David Pon from HELP University College.
The said usherers were initially very nervous at having to speak to older persons who were mostly diplomats from many of the UN Member States as well as having to tell them where to sit down.

The usherers, however, also felt rather intelligent for being part of such an important development in the condition of Human Rights in this beloved country.
They also enjoyed the food very much, whereafter they had to take a walk to Suria KLCC to burn off the excess calories that they had ingested during the 3 meals during the seminar.
(The 3 meals included a chocolate fountain, 15 types of desserts, 20 different dishes and free flow drinks.)

The hotel has a beautiful pool, which were at the time the usherers visited the pool, also filled with somewhat beautiful people.

The usherers obtained a chance to speak to the French Ambassador in Malaysia, a respectable lawyer Andrew Khoo, UN Officials as well as a representative from East Malaysia.


All in all, we freaking had an awesome time, and enough of this reporting style.
I LOVE THE UN.
♥

Missed you honey bunches.
Birthday post up soon! :)

I haven't fallen out..

..of love, no i've not.

You still are my love,
and I regret as hell missing out on your life.

Isweartoheaven I want to make it up to you,
and take you to places you never thought you'd reach.

And we'll go there together.


If only you knew how my heart double-flips when I know I'm about to see you,
and how it triple-flips when I don't, and see you anyway!

If only you knew that I've never let myself get so giddy about someone,
I've never let myself be so vulnerable and open for anyone.

If only you knew how hard it was to tell you what I did yesterday,
I was so afraid to but I wanted you to know all.

If only you knew how I would die if you left me or stopped loving me.


I would die.

Paskaran baby.

Carolyn, Amelia, Nisha
Gorgeous.

Happy 20th Birthday!

I've only known you for about..3 and a half months.
But I promise,
these months have been a pleasure.

Bitching, crying, complaining, laughing, joking, eating, loving,
all these would be incomplete without you.

Thanks for being there always, Paskaran!

..crippled.

I can barely walk straight,
or do anything I can usually do.

I feel like doubling over.

My muscles feel like they've been ripped apart.

I am hungry.

My neck is sore.

So is the rest of me.

***
Lunch with Hitakshi and Pon was good, today.
I love them, loads.
D'lish, though, was nothing to shout about.

Nishawani Paskaran,
I love you too!
And many thanks to Malini, Joe, Belinda, Shaz and EuJinn for helping with her birthday surprise!

And Tiong, you do the best in being there for me.
Can't wait for tomorrow!

***

I want to go jamming soon.

To stalker,

You're uber weird, I must say.

Some sort of thick-skinned mammoth yourself, perhaps?

Oh well. I'm sure we've all got senses of humour big enough for a herd of mammoths. (:



BTW, we ARE going to England together.
I think most of the people who ACTUALLY know us know that!
We'll indulge you though, since you seem to be quite a loyal fan of (this very boring couple).



Turrah!
I hope you enjoyed this post.. dedicated to you.

Cheers

I handed up my final assignment for this academic year,
but I get the feeling that noone's really going to bother celebrating,
because a lot of us are just douchebags or extremists when it comes to social activities.


SOME people are just too busy for me.


SOME other people are just too upset with the way things are,
and I'm treading on eggshells with them now.


Does anyone wonder why I feel this deep, dark despair?


I want to be in England.


Too many accidents have happened to the people around me,
and I'm freaking paranoid.


I miss Hitakshi, and Navid.
And Adila and Ashikin and Athirah and Safwanah.


I need more hugs.
I lack hugs.
I am deprived of hugs.
I am having withdrawal symptoms.



I think I am depressed.

People never (really) learn from their mistakes.

How many of us can actually avoid getting hurt by the same people, things, events, occurences?

I daresay,
none.



UoL ball was lovely.
Shopping today was lovely.
I got my long-needed haircut!

I miss you,
the way we used to be, I guess.



I wish we didn't fight so much.

Amelia..

..can play Unify on the guitar,
and is so proud of herself!

♥
you
Baby

I'm one who believes in being honest,

if you don't feel it, don't say it.

If you feel it,

don't undermine or exaggerate it.

Just say it.

As it is.

No need to try and impress anyone,

or make anyone smile.

No need to make someone else feel better,

because your life is yours.

Do what makes you happy.

Nothing else.




Get a life.

Gotta leave it all behind.

Every day you find something that disappoints you,
or hurts you,
or annoys you.
[We'll leave this list anonymous]

But then some days you find people that turn it all around,
make you smile,
give you that boost of love you never thought you'd find.

Thanks Cheah, Pon and Joe,
lunch was lovely.
And thanks, Tiongkie,
playing basketball with you lifts my spirits every time.
My 2-pointers not bad huh? :D


You just have to let go, I suppose; don't let the bad apples ruin your perception of apples in general, because there'll always be sweet apples in the basket.


p/s: Oh and Person,
technically you're stupid too because one stupid person knows another..!

p/p/s: Graffiti my jeans. ;)

Now it's about time I reawakened.

You refresh my senses,
you beautiful person in my life.

You give me hope and love,
when I need it to arise.

You fill me with emotions and feelings,
that are like water to a wilting flower.

You cannot leave me,
if you do, my life will be over.

You enlighten me with your love,
and your passions.

You patronise me,
you answer all my questions.

You help me and love me,
you help me feel like I can do anything.

You are my lover,
and I am your Queen.

When life knocks you down, pray and get right back up. Nothing is Impossible.

I was careless, and too dependent on other people, and I ended up hurting myself.
I was forgetful and mindless, and ended up burdening myself with unnecessary troubles.

But I learn from my mistakes, and I use these lessons to try to get better. To better the person who I was before.

And as long as I have You, baby, I know things will get better. Always.

Stupid person, die.

Yeah, you, whoever stole my laptop?

R*T IN HE*L.

Life's a mess..

..so make art out of it.

I am tired.
SO tired.
Assignments, practices, commitments, projects.
The whole works.

I feel like a Subway wrap that wasn't rolled properly.
Falling apart,
ugly,
messed up.

But I know I'll probably still taste damn good at the end of the day.
When it's all done and digested,
I'm my money's worth.

I love singing.

Maybe, you gonna be the one that saves me.

Edit; phase 2.

-Photos taken at R.E.A.L. Carnival 2009

I love/hate the effect your voice and words have on me.

Suddenly I can't be angry any more.

♥

How the days just whizz, whizz away.

Thursday - July/September 2009 Orientation

Two words ; Bitchy day.
Just too many things to get done, too many people to deal with, too little time, and too many problems to handle.
I sounded sucky doing Billie Jean, and now I know why even the Hot Red Chili Peppers have to use wired microphones. Wireless is f*cked.
Men are a huge problem all the time.
Lovely pictures though.


Friday - Sushi Zanmai

Another two words ; Tak kenyang.
Surprisingly, I quite enjoyed having sushi! I suppose Carolyn made the whole deal a lot more bearable. Chuka Lidako, 2 types of Maki, crab and roe Temaki. Ocha and soft shell crab. DELISH.
After that, Baby left for Sitiawan. (That still feels like my liver's been ripped out and put in a box somewhere. At least she'll be getting me something. xD)


Saturday - Shopping, and Shazlinaah's

Sports-outfit rampage in OU! I got sneakers [BUM], tees [FILA], AND tops [KITSCHEN]. Seriously, I've never ever done that.
And I spent less than RM150 on all that!
I made up for it with the chocolate-fondue overdose at Shaz's place though. Seriously, CHOCOLATE IS LOVE. We nearly made her dad bankrupt with the amount of biscuit sticks and liquid chocolate we downed, no kidding. I LOVE Malaysian food. Yong Tau Foo, Chicken Varuval, Naan, Tandoori chicken, Briyani, salads, dessert, drinks.. SHAZ, WO AI NI! But you make me FAT! Not that I need help, but.. this is abetting and procuring a gluttony spree. Malini and Camelia will definitely agree with me. LOL.
Was really nice to see Ms Ju and Michelle again after ages!

Life is passing us by, as quickly as the sands of time run.

Run run, but you'll still be my only one.
My love will never run out,
Never run out, no doubt.

What's He saying?

"She's the only one for you."

"You're not getting anything better than that."

"I made her precisely to your needs."

"Seriously, you'll only get disappointed if you trusted anyone else."

"You and her, are the only two pieces to the jigsaw I meant to complete."

"She loves you."

"You love her."

"Nothing else necessary but you, and her."

I believe what He says.
I love you.

Love, the unsolved mystery.

(Does anyone else find it odd that
I keep writing about love?

Oh well.)

Today, Nisha-baby and I had this long talk about
being in love
and loving someone
and relationships
and men's practicality
and heartbreaking stuff

And then Joe
Jason
Nick
and I
also had more talks about homosexuality
and love
and friendship
and the wonders of being in love

I drew an eye
and ate M&Ms
Walked up 8 floors in Wisma today
Charmaine asked if my 'boyfriend' was Korean
I saw Pon today
and Joe called the HELP Bball Team Captain
and he's at training now
and I'm so proud of Joe
and I miss playing basketball too actually
and I miss watching Baby play as well

It's my daddy's birthday today
and I love you, Daddy
I hope I make you this happy every birthday
I just want to make you feel proud!

I LOVE YOU;
Daddy
Carolyn
Mum, Alithea, Adeline
Nisha, Iris, Belinda, Shazlinaah, Malini
Matthew
Twinkles
Joe, Jason, Nick, Cheah!
Bob, Nat, Darmain
Kakak
Ashikin, Adila, Hitakshi
Athirah, Ilianna
Zane, Joce, Trina, Summer
KC
Grampa, Grammy
All my aunties and uncles
ALL my lecturers
Michelle, Janice
Noreen, Stef, Isabelle, Bernice
SIC Choir people
Emily, Kaeley, Ashley
All my nieces and nephews
Tsog
Bloggers 'who matter'
And whoever, whoever who has made my life that little bit brighter.

God,

bless my baby.

Loveeeee.

My heart skips a beat, when I watch her go by.
Credits to Belinda.

Temptation.
Credits to Jason.

Something ain't right today.

Actually, today was fine.

It was kind of pissifying at times,
but right about now things are fine.

I just told myself I'd blog when I got home.

Criminal test over, no Contract for 2 weeks, Criminal assignment is 75% done.

And less than 24 hours ago I was tearing my hair out!

I feel so work-less now,
I actually already started researching on Jury!

Talk about weird.

I never knew I..

love you this much.

Yes, it's a wonderful feeling when we can look at each other with
horribly dirty chocolate-filled mouths and teeth,
without feeling self-conscious,
embarrassed,
but on the contrary,
more in love than ever.

And you said I was pretty.
(That's about the last thing I thought about myself,
but you'd never lie.)

I love you, okay?
More than we imagine.

History, today.

It's hard to follow your own advice.

But you know what?
Let's have a GREAT time at the picnic today anyway.
:)
Whether there are 4 or 40 people,
what matters is who I can be to the others.

Bye-bye, doesn't mean forever.

*Random day in OU, when we went to buy you boxer briefs, 9 Pilot pens, and my first time ever in a Sushi restaurant

*60th UN day

*Random hairdressing day during our final exams

"Good times."

I'll miss you, Lex.

Thanks
-for teaching me the many things you have
-for showing me that there are options to crying and sulking
-for recommending Vodka limes :)
-for being one of the few persons I'm willing to learn from
-for being my rationale and logic
-for telling me what random words or concepts mean
-for being a rock when I'm upset, sad, plain emotional
-for letting me roll your clothes for you
-for lending me those books I picked off your shelf
-for being a sport and going into DreamWorld ;)

-and last but not least, being yourself. Friend or foe, I don't know. But I've loved being around you!

Good luck for the next 9 months in Scotland,
cheers!

I look forward to joining you in the UK, soon enough.
Then it'll get weird. xD

Study hard, and party harder.
And live life just the way you want it, because that's how the Alex I know lives his.
Keep warm!


Paris, December 2010, eh?

Always be your sunshine.

I do, cherish you.

As promised, the pictures of THE proposal of the year.
I love you guys. :)

On another random note, here are some pictures I edited earlier, which I'm very proud of!

I keep thinking, but I can't say.

Or rather, I don't know where to start. Last weekend was great, and I had a lot of fun throughout, but my net was down and I had nowhere to scribble whatever I felt like.

Now that my net is back, there's just too much to write.

Let's start with.. yesterday!

Legal skills was more interesting than usual. There was a lot of moral-ethics discussion going on around class, and hence, a lot of free time for us to hop around and say hi to random people. Of course, my first stop.. JOE.
He was sitting with BC and they were being GAY! OMG much. Fun people. :)
Then I went to the library with Mallini, Nisha, Iris. Talking about grandmas. I love you Iris. :D And yes, Bel, we missed you!
After that, Carolyn's place for Maggi noodles and to fill up her scholarship form. RUSH and STRESS much! These UoL people. But they liked 'your' essay, right, dearest? :D You owe me!

After lunch I headed over to Mr Alex Kua's place. :) Gosh, I don't know what they were thinking when they were building Jalan Athinahapan 2! Mana la ada jalan yang BULAT?! Kat TTDI je! Didn't take us very long to find his house, credits to Miss Carolyn 'Pink' Tiong. I walk in and WOOT, I see Kua in SHORTS. Funny much!
[ZeZhen, if you read this, you've got nice legs!]
Sat around for a bit and then, off to pack his things! Surprisingly, we took less than 2 hours. No joke. GUYS ARE SO EASY TO PACK FOR. NO FAIR. I taught him how to roll his clothes... we weighed his luggage about 7 times, and I borrowed some books off his shelf. (Hopefully, I'll finish reading them before he comes back next summer!)
All in all, it was a good experience. I saw a new side of an old friend. Though the amount of magazines they have at home.. could save the Amazon if it were RECYCLED! Kua!

Last Sunday night, Alithea, Dean and I went for Amanda's 21st birthday party. To say the least, it was AWESOME fun! We performed 8 songs throughout dinner, and it felt good. Then when I got onto the dancefloor, RELEASE. I hadn't gone dancing in AGES and it was a good feeling. The double two-packs of JWBL was a good deal too, although I DID get nagged at the next morning for being an alcoholic. SIGH.

Saturday night, I finally saw Twinkles again. After what, almost 6 months of his being away! What a tweet. It was nice to see him again. It's a familiar feeling. More importantly though, I finally saw Ashley Jade, and Emily and Kaeley Joy!
Earlier in the day, I had gone for her Rite of Baptism. She was sleeping most of the time, and she's still too tiny for me to carry.. but she's going to be SUCH a pretty baby. :)

Anyway, today and umm.. day before yesterday, was it? I had lunch for the FIRST TIME EVER, consciously, at a Japanese restaurant. Thanks to Pon and Kua, I had Chuka Lidako and Soft Shell Crab Maki, and fell in love with those two dishes. (No, people, I am still very much a sushi-hater), but you can't deny good food!

For now, this is all I've been able to jolt out of my memory. Hopefully, videos of Dean and Che soon. :)

AND ZOMG.
BRYAN WESTERHOUT PROPOSED TO ALITHEA CHAN LAST SUNDAY NIGHT.
EXCITED MUCH!
PICTURES UP SOON!

You make me whole
You make me happy
I couldn't ask for more
But to be with you

I LOVE YOU.

The world is like a buffet, of people.

Today's lunch was like a revelation-packed one for me.

Navid came to have lunch with Hitakshi and I at Mid Valley.
He's working at some place in Raja Chulan right now,
and he took a cab all the way to MV for LUNCH.
SWEET,
is an understatement.

On the other hand, I also found out that (a) certain person or people in my class have been talking rudely about me, obviously behind my back. I have no idea why, as I have never done anything against any of them. I suppose some people just can't stand competition. Inferiority complex of some sort, maybe? DAMN THEM.

But yes, today revealed to me the variety of people in this world.

The different kinds of hearts and minds.

The many ends of the spectrums of being.

Makes me wonder where I belong.

"Navid, why would people dislike me?"
"Ask them."
"No, I'm asking you, if you were to dislike me, what would your reason be?"
"I don't know. I like you."

I swear, this tastes like old cupboards,

and makes Law a whole lot harder to read and understand.

DAMN.



But my grandpa is such an awesome person to have whisky with.
:)

And yes, I do drink like an old man.

Gosh. I miss you.

Like crazy giler banyak miss you.

I need a hug soon!

Rubbish.

Everything in my head is a big mess right now. I have too many things to think about.

I just want to thank an old friend for giving me a chance to forget all that, even for a bit.

Tuan/Puan,
Kepala saya amatlah sakit kerana memikirkan apa yang patut saya tuliskan kepada anda!

:)

Flying on a plateau.

Life is annoyingly eventless.

Yes, I started my degree, and I got the whole package - homework, assignments, drama, groupwork, new friends, A-level results, university offers, essays, textbooks, outings, visits to the new courts in K.L., etc.

Still, right now I feel unfulfilled.

Why?

I just finished a 1186-word essay, someone tells me she did like, 1700-something-words.
Bristol sent me a visa letter.
I haven't been able to have my love to myself.
A-levels results are alright, but they can't take me very far right now.
I can't have Bob at the party.
I want to go swim on Friday instead of go to the courts.
Baby is going away this weekend. :(
I don't know what I'm doing with my life now.
I can't even come up with a song-list for a performance.

I NEED A JD. ON THE ROCKS.

AHORA.

I would love to say something, but I don't know what.

Precisely because I just have SO many things on my mind right now.

It's been a long, fun week.

I got my A-levels results yesterday.
A B for Literature, which is a lot better than I expected.
The other 3, I didn't too badly, I guess. (:

I just got home from celebrating Belinda's birthday with Iris, Shaz, Nisha, Joe, and Carolyn!
We went to OU, and did the random-est things ever.
La Senza, Fish&Co, Topshop-Topman-DorothyPerkins, Quiksilver, Nichii, Mod, etc.
And when I say etc, I don't mean 2 or 3 more stores..

We have so much homework and assignments to work on, but I can't get myself to start.
Damn.

Just days ago, I was stuck in the middle of this real life friendship drama.
It feels like ages since I was last involved in something of that sort!
I was so upset, I was having a headache.
I love them two girls.

And Bob.
Giving me headaches.
Somewhat different nowadays.
But still the same.
But the similarity is.. an annoying one.

Tsog says he's dying of the cold in Mongolia!
:(
I miss you, omg.
Can't you reply textssssss?

We had home mass here on Wednesday evening!
It was fun.
Although, also very tiring.
I stayed up till 2.30 am that same night!
Too nervous to do anything else.
So I was online talking to a few awesome people.
Amazing, what adrenaline can do for you, at midnight!
;)

I.AM.SO.SCARED.

SERIOUSLY.

I AM SO SCARED.

I NEED A HUG.
BABY!

And I need to talk about Chinese prostitutes again.
CHEAHHHH.

Anything to get my mind off this!

Tsog Erdenebat.

The highlight of my day!

Have a safe trip, my Mongolian buddy.

And have a safer trip back here! :D

I'm officially your future employee.

I hope you liked your souvenir.

Inside and out.

I can't say this is the best feeling i've ever had.

Tomorrow night, my new found friend will be leaving to Mongolia.

Again.

Just days ago, it was Trina darling.

Now, Tsog.



And I feel so lost right now.

Baby was looking so sad.

Do you still trust me?

I'm sorry I broke the trust you had.

But I didn't do anything.

I know what I'm doing.

And I belong to YOU.

Please, believe me.

Again.



And to make things a tad bit more twisted,
Twinkles signed in on Yahoo.

I mean, aren't my emotions jumbled up enough?

I guess not.



Bob, you're a *itch.

I just had to say that, sorry.

You make me crazier, crazier.

Just for the record,

I LOVE PERFORMING WITH AWESOME MUSICIANS.

And no, not every musician is awesome.
I've met some that are just average, but the two I sang with today are just TOO good for words.

Tsog
Bob

They do really good solos,
AND they're both cute. :D

Sometimes I feel like kicking myself for judging those two before I met them.
Trust me, my judgements weren't great at all!
I used to think Tsog was an emo.
Bob, just some weird cigarette-holic Iranian.

And now, they're like, the first people I'll think of when I need a guitarist!
SERIOUSLY, FRICKING TALENTED.
Oh, lol, Laura.. you're forgiven for being kind of sick or H1N1 suspected or whatever.
We'll just go out together again soon!!

Love you people, loads.
Belinda, Tsog, Amelia, Babak

Other than that, I must say.. the JULY Orientation 2009 was just GREAT.
SO fun!
Dancing, cramping 8 people on 2 chairs..
passing ping-pong balls and orange cordial in cups.
Pictures will be up on Facebook, I hope.
And performing, of course.
Watching our lecturers shake their booties was a great deal too!
And my friends are just REALLY sporting and fun and noisy.
(Which, by the way, is a very important characteristic in a person, to me)
By the way, Joe, if you read this.. you're HOT.
And I'm so jealous you can do a one-hand push up.
SOOO jealous.
And damn, your gayness is so hilarious.

Best part of when it ended was walking in the rain with Baby to Baskin Robbins, holding hands.
Sometimes it's weird that you're not part of my WHOLE day.
And I miss you.
But you always make things better and see me anyway :)
Tomorrow we go swimming, swimming, swimming!

Anyway.. long live Old Fashioned Butter Pecan.
Lovely stuff.

Love the way you smell,
you laugh,
you talk to me.
Love the way you flirt,
the way you stare,
the way you love me back.

Breather.

I've been so so busy the past few days.

A fun sort of busy, though. :)

I met Bob and Tsog for the first time yesterday, together. They look hot with their guitars, and hotter when they're actually playing! Today Bob made me sing SO much. It was very very tiring, but it was fun. They're such great, fun people and super talented. I'm so glad to be working with them! I'll miss Tsog when he goes home to Mongolia. He's cute. :D
(Hopefully, I'll put some pictures up here soon.)

Monday, I met up with LAURA LOWWWWWW. FINALLY! It was SO fun catching up with her after what, a year? since I've seen her last. I took so many pictures of her.. including those funky crazy Artist Of The Month ones inside Main Block! We did a bit of singing, playing guitar. I miss the old days. Care-free, and a drummer by our side!
She's still my little sister anyway. :)

Our tutorials have been more fun and upbeat nowadays. Not that I understand anything any more, but they've been more fun, definitely. Insulting Singapore from the coast of Johor sounds like a fun idea, right, Shaz?? :D

Tomorrow is our JULY09 Orientation! So looking forward to that!

Anyway, I'm feeling tired out right now. Need to go practise a little before bed, if not Bob Divoone will get all sarcastic again tomorrow!
Love you sugar.
You make me fall in love, everyday.

Embarrassment.

I just saw a picture of an old friend. I say old because I haven't heard from the bas*ard in ages, but anyway.. it wasn't the best picture of him I've seen.

And then I started thinking about embarrassment.
His.
Mine.

Gosh, I think I've never been more embarrassed in front of a lecturer.
I quote myself:
"I love it, I love it!"
Yes, I said that while rubbing my hands on my thigh, standing at a door, imitating a friend's alleged sadomasochism.

EVERYONE BURST INTO LAUGHTER WHEN THEY SAW MR. MARK (who is the acting Head of the Law Dept. in HELP) WALKED UP BEHIND ME AND SAID..
"Yeah, you love it, you love it", with the hugest smirk on his face.



GEEZ. Malu much!
In front of my whole tutorial class.
Save me, somebody.
Give me a modelling stint!
xD

Change has come upon us (yester)day.

the 'before' shot.

and, the 'after' shots.