Heart-waves.

Waves in the sea come and go,
but sometimes a big wave comes and knocks you off your feet.

Love is a lot like that, isn't it?
You can't control it,
you can't stop it,
you can't choose the waves that come along in life.

You never know when it'll come and hit you off your feet onto the soft sand and surround you,
you never know when it'll drown you.

You never know which ones will affect your life,
you never know which ones will leave you the fastest,
you never know which ones will leave you wanting more.



I'll love you always,
just like I love the sea.
:)

That beautiful island.

I am home from Penang,
and I am stuck in a mess of mixed feelings.

It was a lovely holiday,
hours and hours by the beach,
sand,
water,
memories and thoughts,
time alone,
time with my family,
time with God,
time with Nature.

Yet I am excited to be home and back in my own shoes,
my own bathroom and bed,
my own house where I know where things are.

I want to go back.


I don't want You to leave me.

Contented, slightly.

RETAIL THERAPY,
13 HOURS OF SLEEP,
AND AWESOME COMPANY
makes Amelia
a contented girl.

So, so very tired.

I am so tired.

From all the multiple activities I've been preparing for, attending..
I am dying.

Mentally, I am exhausted from all the time-management which I've tried to plan but failed at anyway, from all the planning and strategising, and failing miserably.

Physically, I am largely deprived of sleep and rest. I have bad eyebags, sore eyes, and my brain can no longer function optimally.

I still have 2 Criminal essays to finish, two performances tomorrow, choir practice tonight, International Migrants' Day on Sunday, babysitting on Monday, Christmas next Friday.

No Christmas shopping or baking done yet.

I'm enjoying what I do, but the future scares me like nuts.


I am dying.
And I need You, but we have no time.

No hug or kiss today. :(

Good Lord.

I am tired and I feel battered up,
but I am looking forward to the next week!

Can't wait to spend more time with You,
Emily and Kaeley,
the July Intake,
my new friends,
my not-so-new friends,
my awesome lecturer,
my fellow musicians,
my family,
and myself.


Gotta go get showered for badminton!

Light of my life.

Darling,
you make me so very happy..

Being able to spend the 6th of December with you was more than I could ask for.
Being able to make you HAPPY on the 6th of December was beyond my dreams.

You've made me so proud of you in the past few months.
You've grown up so quickly, and learned equally quickly.

You've said and done things that have made me proud of who I am to you,
and made me proud that we've grown in the short time that we've spent together.

You're a good daughter, friend, sister and lover,
you're the best gift to anyone in this world.
If I could wrap you up and give you to yourself, I would have.
(Thankfully, I can do that for myself.)

You give me a drive and an inspiration to do things that sometimes isn't obvious,
but I know that I live my life for you most of the time.

I hope Jesus blesses you with good health, love, happiness,
and that His will becomes clear for you as you walk through life with Him.
He is always there, holding your hand when I cannot,
and holding us together when I can.

Please know that there is always someone that loves you.
If noone else does, I always will do.

You're the only one for me.

Rights, left, wrong.

10th December 2009; United Nations 61st Human Rights Day.

In conjunction-
8th December 2009; UN Malaysia Human Rights Day Seminar.
Oozing with seeming intelligence, concern, enthusiasm and knowledge, dignitaries and representatives from various reputable organisations gathered in Ballroom B of Renaissance Hotel, Kuala Lumpur at 0930 for the seminar.

Two usherers for this auspicious event were none other than Amelia Chan and Pon, David Pon from HELP University College.
The said usherers were initially very nervous at having to speak to older persons who were mostly diplomats from many of the UN Member States as well as having to tell them where to sit down.

The usherers, however, also felt rather intelligent for being part of such an important development in the condition of Human Rights in this beloved country.
They also enjoyed the food very much, whereafter they had to take a walk to Suria KLCC to burn off the excess calories that they had ingested during the 3 meals during the seminar.
(The 3 meals included a chocolate fountain, 15 types of desserts, 20 different dishes and free flow drinks.)

The hotel has a beautiful pool, which were at the time the usherers visited the pool, also filled with somewhat beautiful people.

The usherers obtained a chance to speak to the French Ambassador in Malaysia, a respectable lawyer Andrew Khoo, UN Officials as well as a representative from East Malaysia.


All in all, we freaking had an awesome time, and enough of this reporting style.
I LOVE THE UN.
♥

Missed you honey bunches.
Birthday post up soon! :)

I haven't fallen out..

..of love, no i've not.

You still are my love,
and I regret as hell missing out on your life.

Isweartoheaven I want to make it up to you,
and take you to places you never thought you'd reach.

And we'll go there together.


If only you knew how my heart double-flips when I know I'm about to see you,
and how it triple-flips when I don't, and see you anyway!

If only you knew that I've never let myself get so giddy about someone,
I've never let myself be so vulnerable and open for anyone.

If only you knew how hard it was to tell you what I did yesterday,
I was so afraid to but I wanted you to know all.

If only you knew how I would die if you left me or stopped loving me.


I would die.