Something ain't right today.

Actually, today was fine.

It was kind of pissifying at times,
but right about now things are fine.

I just told myself I'd blog when I got home.

Criminal test over, no Contract for 2 weeks, Criminal assignment is 75% done.

And less than 24 hours ago I was tearing my hair out!

I feel so work-less now,
I actually already started researching on Jury!

Talk about weird.

I never knew I..

love you this much.

Yes, it's a wonderful feeling when we can look at each other with
horribly dirty chocolate-filled mouths and teeth,
without feeling self-conscious,
embarrassed,
but on the contrary,
more in love than ever.

And you said I was pretty.
(That's about the last thing I thought about myself,
but you'd never lie.)

I love you, okay?
More than we imagine.

History, today.

It's hard to follow your own advice.

But you know what?
Let's have a GREAT time at the picnic today anyway.
:)
Whether there are 4 or 40 people,
what matters is who I can be to the others.

Bye-bye, doesn't mean forever.

*Random day in OU, when we went to buy you boxer briefs, 9 Pilot pens, and my first time ever in a Sushi restaurant

*60th UN day

*Random hairdressing day during our final exams

"Good times."

I'll miss you, Lex.

Thanks
-for teaching me the many things you have
-for showing me that there are options to crying and sulking
-for recommending Vodka limes :)
-for being one of the few persons I'm willing to learn from
-for being my rationale and logic
-for telling me what random words or concepts mean
-for being a rock when I'm upset, sad, plain emotional
-for letting me roll your clothes for you
-for lending me those books I picked off your shelf
-for being a sport and going into DreamWorld ;)

-and last but not least, being yourself. Friend or foe, I don't know. But I've loved being around you!

Good luck for the next 9 months in Scotland,
cheers!

I look forward to joining you in the UK, soon enough.
Then it'll get weird. xD

Study hard, and party harder.
And live life just the way you want it, because that's how the Alex I know lives his.
Keep warm!


Paris, December 2010, eh?

Always be your sunshine.

I do, cherish you.

As promised, the pictures of THE proposal of the year.
I love you guys. :)

On another random note, here are some pictures I edited earlier, which I'm very proud of!

I keep thinking, but I can't say.

Or rather, I don't know where to start. Last weekend was great, and I had a lot of fun throughout, but my net was down and I had nowhere to scribble whatever I felt like.

Now that my net is back, there's just too much to write.

Let's start with.. yesterday!

Legal skills was more interesting than usual. There was a lot of moral-ethics discussion going on around class, and hence, a lot of free time for us to hop around and say hi to random people. Of course, my first stop.. JOE.
He was sitting with BC and they were being GAY! OMG much. Fun people. :)
Then I went to the library with Mallini, Nisha, Iris. Talking about grandmas. I love you Iris. :D And yes, Bel, we missed you!
After that, Carolyn's place for Maggi noodles and to fill up her scholarship form. RUSH and STRESS much! These UoL people. But they liked 'your' essay, right, dearest? :D You owe me!

After lunch I headed over to Mr Alex Kua's place. :) Gosh, I don't know what they were thinking when they were building Jalan Athinahapan 2! Mana la ada jalan yang BULAT?! Kat TTDI je! Didn't take us very long to find his house, credits to Miss Carolyn 'Pink' Tiong. I walk in and WOOT, I see Kua in SHORTS. Funny much!
[ZeZhen, if you read this, you've got nice legs!]
Sat around for a bit and then, off to pack his things! Surprisingly, we took less than 2 hours. No joke. GUYS ARE SO EASY TO PACK FOR. NO FAIR. I taught him how to roll his clothes... we weighed his luggage about 7 times, and I borrowed some books off his shelf. (Hopefully, I'll finish reading them before he comes back next summer!)
All in all, it was a good experience. I saw a new side of an old friend. Though the amount of magazines they have at home.. could save the Amazon if it were RECYCLED! Kua!

Last Sunday night, Alithea, Dean and I went for Amanda's 21st birthday party. To say the least, it was AWESOME fun! We performed 8 songs throughout dinner, and it felt good. Then when I got onto the dancefloor, RELEASE. I hadn't gone dancing in AGES and it was a good feeling. The double two-packs of JWBL was a good deal too, although I DID get nagged at the next morning for being an alcoholic. SIGH.

Saturday night, I finally saw Twinkles again. After what, almost 6 months of his being away! What a tweet. It was nice to see him again. It's a familiar feeling. More importantly though, I finally saw Ashley Jade, and Emily and Kaeley Joy!
Earlier in the day, I had gone for her Rite of Baptism. She was sleeping most of the time, and she's still too tiny for me to carry.. but she's going to be SUCH a pretty baby. :)

Anyway, today and umm.. day before yesterday, was it? I had lunch for the FIRST TIME EVER, consciously, at a Japanese restaurant. Thanks to Pon and Kua, I had Chuka Lidako and Soft Shell Crab Maki, and fell in love with those two dishes. (No, people, I am still very much a sushi-hater), but you can't deny good food!

For now, this is all I've been able to jolt out of my memory. Hopefully, videos of Dean and Che soon. :)

AND ZOMG.
BRYAN WESTERHOUT PROPOSED TO ALITHEA CHAN LAST SUNDAY NIGHT.
EXCITED MUCH!
PICTURES UP SOON!

You make me whole
You make me happy
I couldn't ask for more
But to be with you

I LOVE YOU.

The world is like a buffet, of people.

Today's lunch was like a revelation-packed one for me.

Navid came to have lunch with Hitakshi and I at Mid Valley.
He's working at some place in Raja Chulan right now,
and he took a cab all the way to MV for LUNCH.
SWEET,
is an understatement.

On the other hand, I also found out that (a) certain person or people in my class have been talking rudely about me, obviously behind my back. I have no idea why, as I have never done anything against any of them. I suppose some people just can't stand competition. Inferiority complex of some sort, maybe? DAMN THEM.

But yes, today revealed to me the variety of people in this world.

The different kinds of hearts and minds.

The many ends of the spectrums of being.

Makes me wonder where I belong.

"Navid, why would people dislike me?"
"Ask them."
"No, I'm asking you, if you were to dislike me, what would your reason be?"
"I don't know. I like you."