All that I'm after is a life full of laughter...

..as long as I'm laughing with you.

Whee!
I can't wait to spend another few hours with you tomorrow, BBB.

I had a good time at Cheah's today,
although I did lose hell of a lot of money to Naina and Eu Jin!

I want to learn simple hip-hop.
Should I?

The wine I just had totally sucks.
Sediments!

Looking forward to the picnic tomorrow!
Though, my chocolate cupcakes are WEIRD.

I don't want my holidays to end,
but I really miss my classmates already.

I am in love.
Yup, with you.

Geez, CT?
I really, really miss you.

And I miss you too Erdenebat boy.

Cutting the drama.

People misunderstand others so easily - just one text message is needed,
but understand each other only after the fighting and anger has dissipated,
which usually takes a very long and painful time.
A bit late, I believe.

We were not angry at you this morning,
and I don't know what sparked your text,
but I do hope you try to slow yourself to anger,
and be careful what you say,
so that things don't get awkward or upset.

You.
I don't know what to do about you.
I know you have feelings, I just didn't know I could inspire any in you.
You're my buddy, you know?
I am honest with you.
I don't try to lie.
And I really didn't think you'd be so serious about things,
seeing how you're always 'joking'.
I care a lot about you,
but when you push me away and be with other people,
I can't force you to talk to me,
I don't know how you feel.
I'm sorry.
I hate it that things are awkward.
I miss you so very much.

And YOU!
I miss you even more than ever.
It's weird being so independent and having to do things alone,
but it's good that I learn how much I need you and love you.
You're the only thing that can make me happy all the time.
And I need you like crazy,
but I hope you have a good time away anyway baby.
You're the best!

"Solamen miseris socios habuisse doloris."

My hands, my love.

What did I ever do to deserve someone like you?

You are
Beautiful,
Understanding,
Loving,
Irresistibly sexy,
and
You just know how to love my heart the way I want anybody to.




CT?
You own my heart.

..and the frustration begins.

Now what did they tell you about guys and girls having platonic friendships?
What do you think?

Bloody impossible.
I love you anyway, boy.
Not like I'll be here with you for very long.

So I've been out a lot the past weekend, and I'm finally home, getting some
Facebook, blogging, MSN done.
And much needed sleep, of course.

Just made me realise how much I have to be thankful for!
I've got wonderful friends that I really enjoy spending time with-
Carolyn
Athirah, Ashikin, Hitakshi, Adila, Leyla, and Ilianna
Michelle, Shazlinaah, Zhi Hao, Paul K
Kenny

And I've also got wonderful friends that I miss a lot-
Belinda, Joe, Iris, Nisha, Malini





I'm blessed.

If.

If only He knew what an important friend he is to me, I wouldn't be acting like I am now. Things are weird, and different. I just want to go back to 2 weeks ago.

If only They were more enthusiastic and energetic and excited about living university life like I am,
I wouldn't be so grudging and discouraged about the friends I made. I don't want to regret this.

If only money grew on my mother's trees.

If only She knew how to stand up for herself, I wouldn't be so worried, tired and drained emotionally and mentally.
I love her so much and I can't take it that she's not herself. I hate myself.

If only the people you loved knew how much you loved them and needed them to be with you,
life would be near perfection.