GARH it really sucks being home with nothing to do.
I can only study at night..
and that leaves about 10 hours with NOTHING to do.

KILL ME.
I can't wait for Friday.
TOMORROWWWWW!

The spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly.

To a kind soul.

Why is it that the people who deserve things most don't get them?
Why is it that the people who are the sweetest get hurt the most?
Why is it that gifts are given to the wrong people at the wrong time?
Why is is that life dishes out so much pain to the loveliest, kindest people?
Why is it that we are prepared for something that doesn't happen?

I don't know.
But God has his way of telling us things, sometimes.
And all we can do is trust in him and have faith.
I feel for you in every way I can,
and I only wish I could help you some way.

Be strong.

Oh, f*ck me when I'm listening to Stacey Kent.

I miss me.

Mmph.
It just occurred to me that I have not blogged properly in ages,
with the exams and romance and practical work accumulating.

I simply have no time,
or very little of it that is free,
(free for myself)
anyway.

It's currently 1.53am here in Malaysia,
and I just finished completing my submissions-
skeletal and full versions,
and I decided to blog seeing how quiet and serene it is around here at this time.
My brain is too awake,
though my body is SCREAMING for sleep.

And I'm wondering in my little world why my 'fight' defence against the exams has NOT kicked in yet,
regrettably.

I miss being Amelia.
I miss being the Amelia with friends who wanted to go get a Sundae
just for the heck of an adventure.
I miss being the Amelia who suffered no guilt from not studying excessively.

I miss me.

Joe, you left. :(

Pretty bee, it'll all be okay.

If I could keep you in a box all to myself,
I would.

Make you smile and laugh and love me.


Maybe I don't need a box.
(: