2 days ago I was on top of the world.
in love.

today,
i am jaded.

oh GOD.
i am married. (:
to two BEAUTIFUL people.

thanks, JC.

The days are whizzing by too quickly,
and before you know it,
I'm leaving home.

I love home.

But these are things you have to do.
You don't mean to leave.
You just.. have to.


And you're thankful that you've gotten this wonderful chance to do it,
to fly away,
and grow.
Find a life for yourself, or build the one you've got.


I'm still a tad bit miserable about leaving my loved ones behind for a couple years.
It's a long time - especially if you've never been this far away.


Sigh.
I'll be back, I promise!

I am getting fat.
WAAAAAH :(

...feels so good it must be loove, loove, loove, loove.

I am on twitter!
https://twitter.com/ameliaalove

Oh and off to the GMUN Day 3 tomorrow.
Quite excited to return to that scene.
(:

thankful.

for the gifts that the Lord has granted to me
everything i need
my family
my friends
my loved One
the scholarship!
myself
my self worth
happiness
love.

i miss you.
endlessly.

i love you.
endlessly.

i need you.
endlessly.

i crave you.
endlessly.


what do you think about me?

jumblelovemumble.

this past weekend has been exhausting!
from baking till 2.30 am to taking care of 3 little girls and sleeping 5 hours a night and helping the disabled to driving up north for hours and shopping and emotional vulnerability and tears.

exhausting.
but i loved every moment of it,
and i would re-live it in a heartbeat.

i really found myself in all that mess. i love being around people and helping people and i love babies.

humans are beings of love..we cannot stop loving even though some may try, because it hurts too much.
but i have to agree with You. i rather hurt, than not feel anything.
that's why i love being in love, and the heartbreak that sometimes comes with it, because it's all worth it in the end - to have loved and been loved.

30th - 31st
Sleepover at the Legadas, helped Daph to bake and ice 108 cupcakes. Went to sleep in the girls' room at 2.30 amand they kept me awake pretty much.

31st - 1st
Drove up north to Bukit Mertajam for St. Anne's feast. Arrived there just before midnight, got our rooms at 2am, slept till 7ish, and off to the church for mass.
Mass took 2 hours and then there was a big traffic mess.
2.30pm arrived in Penang, shopped in QBM till 6.30.
Met Yapster there - emotionally exhausting but entertaining! Funny as ever.
Starbucks experience was pretty hilariously disturbing.

2nd
Double date with Ally. (: Shopping!
RED bustier from La Senza - 2 for RM160. Awesome bargain for hot stuff like that!
But She was so sad, and I could see it in her eyes. Emotionally draining.
But any day with You is pretty awesome, promise!