Ah, the final post of 2010.



It's been a mediocre year - just something I had to pass and figure out on the way to a better future.


That doesn't mean it hasn't meant something in my life.


I've met people and gotten to know them,
lost some of them,
loved some of them,
and hated some of them.

I've fallen,
cried,
gotten up again,
and smiled for tomorrow.

I've fallen in love with You countless times,
made love countless times,
cried of heartbreak countless times,
made up countless times.

I've gotten angry,
then sad,
then happy again,
and sometimes, I feel nothing.

I've gone away,
and come home,
wished to go back,
and wished to come home.

I've sung,
and laughed,
danced,
and prayed.

I've cursed,
and sworn,
and apologised,
moved on.


Sounds like it has been a LONG year,
and it has been.
Too long.


Welcome to the world 2011,
I'm sure Jesus has great plans for you.






Jesus, be with me, my friends, my loved ones this coming year.
And you too, CT love.

it's times like this when you're alone and wondering to yourself what life has in store for you.

i've spent hours and days alone and i'm thinking - hey, this can get really comfortable.

and i figure, i'm comfortable with who i am now. the choices i make, the things i do on the daily - they define me.

everyone is discovering themselves every day, likes, dislikes, peeves and fetishes, all that jazz.

it's like peeling an onion, layer by layer, till you find what gives the onion its smell and essence - the core.

that's why i'm so set in my ways, sometimes, and people need to see that.
flexibility comes at a cost - not knowing what you really want in life.

and when you do know what you want, you work every day till you get there.

Einstein said -

"insanity is when you do the same thing every day expecting different results."

but if you put your mind to expect one great result,
you will not be disappointed.




farewell, friends! i must now depart to loneliness, where knowledge and greatness will flourish.
(exams kambing. :D)

CT Baby I love you.

I suppose I AM a little late,
but you can't blame ME,
I've been terribly busy pampering you for 5 days!
:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAROLYN TIONG!

I love you.

We'll always have Old Trafford.

let's go shopping.
so many things to buy!
so many gifts to give.
so many people to shower with commercial love.


christmas is kambing!
:D

jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way!