Sunday, January 31, 2010

When the rain's blowing in your face,
and the whole world is on your case
I will offer you a warming breeze
To make you feel my love.

Hidden shadows and the stars appear
and there's noone to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love.

And though you haven't made your mind up yet
I would never do you wrong
I knew that from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong.


I'd go hungry,
I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love.

Storms are raging on a rolling sea
Down the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
But you ain't see nothing like me yet.

There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
Make you happy, make your dreams come true
To make you feel my love.

-Lonestar, To Make You Feel My Love

My baby girl,
you're so wonderful to me and I would never have you replaced.
Not even for George Clooney!
(:
Stay strong.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Joooooooo.

Sitting behind in class after lunch, being random.

In the LRT, feeling tired on the way home from (I forget where).

DPP Amelia Chan and Witness No. 2 Joe Sibuk.

In Jusco One Utama, trying on a nice shirt that cost only RM49.95 that you SHOULD have bought.

Nick, Jason, Louis, Joe, modelling different outfits at Underground Staircase, Wisma UOA.

Thank you for being a great friend these past 6 months, JOe Chia Ching Joo!
We just had our first argument, oddly enough on your birthday.. but I'm glad we pulled through.
I'm always here to bug you, annoy you and be mean to you back! :P
Be a good boy, study hard and never give up.
Don't look back.

And have a great year ahead of you!

You know you love meeeeee!

Sunday, January 24, 2010

If they wanted to kill me, torture me, hurt me, and degrade me,

they'd have to do the same to you first.

You know why?

My heart beats, double-flips for you.
Cries for you,
Lives for you,
Dies for you..
All at one go.

And when you love me back it's like the world never knew hurt.


I love you beesbaby.

Thursday, January 21, 2010











I honestly feel like part of my heart's been ripped out,
because of you, you Japanese boy.


Why do people get defensive sometimes?

Monday, January 18, 2010

And yet, another day.

Growing old, growing up, these are facets of life you cannot ignore - you cannot choose to opt out of it, you cannot stop it.

Friends slip away, you make new friends. But that doesn't mean you don't miss the old ones, that doesn't mean you don't feel a twang of hurt build up inside when they choose to ignore your texts or prefer to stay home than to come see you.

Why does life have to be this way? Why do people change? Why do your friends forget they can talk to you and cry on your shoulder when you are more than willing to hold them close?

Relationships get stale, people fall out of love, they stop talking and find new interests that don't remind them of the past. Change is the only constant, but is this the best for the human race? Is it?


If it is, then I don't want a part of it.
I miss you girls.

Friday, January 15, 2010

She's Calling Out To You.

The recent earthquake in Haiti should have sounded a wake up call for most of us,
but apparently it served no particular message to the bloody Japanese.

The world is breaking down,
very slowly,
but surely.


The earthquake plates are shifting towards Malaysia,
and soon enough we'll be in the Haitians' shoes as well.
Yes,
earthquakes will hit Malaysia soon.

Acheh, Yogyakarta, Padang, and now Haiti.
And still, the Japanese are killing whales in Australian seawaters because they claim the whales are 'eating our fish'.
(Stupid bastards don't know that some whales can eat only plankton.)

What makes it worse are girls are getting pregnant younger and younger each day.
(Jamie Spears should ring a bell.)
And what happens to these children when they are born?
They breathe filthy air, they eat fish stuffed with mercury, their vegetables are filled with fertilisers and artificially-made minerals, their water is contaminated with chlorine, the ozone is near zilch, and the children die wondering why they contracted cancer or grew tumours.

The world, Mother Earth, is screaming out to us,
telling us to stop hurting her,
because we go back to HER bowels when life is over.
She is retaliating from the inside out,
because there is nothing she can do to stop what we are killing from the outside in.




We must be more aware of what we are doing in this lifetime,
simple because we do not want our children to hate us in theirs.

Recycle what you can - glass, plastic, aluminium, old stuff,
Reduce using plastic, styrofoam, air-conditioning,
Buy reusable/recyclable clothes, household items, necessities.
Oh,
and stop buying Japanese goods till they get out of Australian waters.
No more sushi.
Not till we stand up for the Whales!


Each person's contributions are needed to help stop Mother Earth from dying before her time.

Do your part.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Mmmm,
I can't wait to spend some time alone with
the wonderful You.
Thank you for being next to me everytime I need you there,
and behind me when I didn't think I did.
Thank you for helping me whenever you can,
and loving me each moment I am awake.
I love you.

Alexander Pon and Babak Rastgar,
you guys are awesome musicians
and I feel privileged to have you guys perform alongside me,
talented much!
And Babak.. Yevon is good for you!
:)

Adeline Chan,
keep composing your music.
I'm proud of you.

Abby, Kev, Natalie,
I love you guys so much,
and I'm looking forward to spending more time with you guys.
This trip back was really good,
and you guys are awesome people.

Twinkles,
I'd like to think I will survive without you.
I just hope you don't turn around someday and regret this,
because I think we both know that
you won't love anyone like you do me.

Hitakshi, Ashikin, Adila, Athirah, my girls from high school,
I miss you guys so much.
Come for Assunta Spirit Week.
:)

Joe,
thank you for putting a smile on my face every morning.

Iris, Bel, Malini, Shaz,
you guys look good in Stripes!
And let's keep bunny-ing!



As for me and my house, we're gonna serve the Lord.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Reality is a bitch.

My mind was teeming with energy, love, imagination, excitement..
just a few minutes ago, really.
I watched the Imaginarium of Dr. Parnassus,
and I will say that it was the most beautiful movie my mind had ever watched.

I actually left the cinema in a world of my own,
feeling lifted, spirited,
incomprehensibly wonderful.


And then 3 'worldly objects' have to be difficult,
and drag me back into this mess of a reality that the world has sadly and disgustingly become.


Where is my imagination when I need it?