Paskaran baby.

Carolyn, Amelia, Nisha
Gorgeous.

Happy 20th Birthday!

I've only known you for about..3 and a half months.
But I promise,
these months have been a pleasure.

Bitching, crying, complaining, laughing, joking, eating, loving,
all these would be incomplete without you.

Thanks for being there always, Paskaran!

..crippled.

I can barely walk straight,
or do anything I can usually do.

I feel like doubling over.

My muscles feel like they've been ripped apart.

I am hungry.

My neck is sore.

So is the rest of me.

***
Lunch with Hitakshi and Pon was good, today.
I love them, loads.
D'lish, though, was nothing to shout about.

Nishawani Paskaran,
I love you too!
And many thanks to Malini, Joe, Belinda, Shaz and EuJinn for helping with her birthday surprise!

And Tiong, you do the best in being there for me.
Can't wait for tomorrow!

***

I want to go jamming soon.

To stalker,

You're uber weird, I must say.

Some sort of thick-skinned mammoth yourself, perhaps?

Oh well. I'm sure we've all got senses of humour big enough for a herd of mammoths. (:



BTW, we ARE going to England together.
I think most of the people who ACTUALLY know us know that!
We'll indulge you though, since you seem to be quite a loyal fan of (this very boring couple).



Turrah!
I hope you enjoyed this post.. dedicated to you.

Cheers

I handed up my final assignment for this academic year,
but I get the feeling that noone's really going to bother celebrating,
because a lot of us are just douchebags or extremists when it comes to social activities.


SOME people are just too busy for me.


SOME other people are just too upset with the way things are,
and I'm treading on eggshells with them now.


Does anyone wonder why I feel this deep, dark despair?


I want to be in England.


Too many accidents have happened to the people around me,
and I'm freaking paranoid.


I miss Hitakshi, and Navid.
And Adila and Ashikin and Athirah and Safwanah.


I need more hugs.
I lack hugs.
I am deprived of hugs.
I am having withdrawal symptoms.



I think I am depressed.

People never (really) learn from their mistakes.

How many of us can actually avoid getting hurt by the same people, things, events, occurences?

I daresay,
none.



UoL ball was lovely.
Shopping today was lovely.
I got my long-needed haircut!

I miss you,
the way we used to be, I guess.



I wish we didn't fight so much.

Amelia..

..can play Unify on the guitar,
and is so proud of herself!

♥
you
Baby

I'm one who believes in being honest,

if you don't feel it, don't say it.

If you feel it,

don't undermine or exaggerate it.

Just say it.

As it is.

No need to try and impress anyone,

or make anyone smile.

No need to make someone else feel better,

because your life is yours.

Do what makes you happy.

Nothing else.




Get a life.

Gotta leave it all behind.

Every day you find something that disappoints you,
or hurts you,
or annoys you.
[We'll leave this list anonymous]

But then some days you find people that turn it all around,
make you smile,
give you that boost of love you never thought you'd find.

Thanks Cheah, Pon and Joe,
lunch was lovely.
And thanks, Tiongkie,
playing basketball with you lifts my spirits every time.
My 2-pointers not bad huh? :D


You just have to let go, I suppose; don't let the bad apples ruin your perception of apples in general, because there'll always be sweet apples in the basket.


p/s: Oh and Person,
technically you're stupid too because one stupid person knows another..!

p/p/s: Graffiti my jeans. ;)

Now it's about time I reawakened.

You refresh my senses,
you beautiful person in my life.

You give me hope and love,
when I need it to arise.

You fill me with emotions and feelings,
that are like water to a wilting flower.

You cannot leave me,
if you do, my life will be over.

You enlighten me with your love,
and your passions.

You patronise me,
you answer all my questions.

You help me and love me,
you help me feel like I can do anything.

You are my lover,
and I am your Queen.

When life knocks you down, pray and get right back up. Nothing is Impossible.

I was careless, and too dependent on other people, and I ended up hurting myself.
I was forgetful and mindless, and ended up burdening myself with unnecessary troubles.

But I learn from my mistakes, and I use these lessons to try to get better. To better the person who I was before.

And as long as I have You, baby, I know things will get better. Always.