I swear, this tastes like old cupboards,

and makes Law a whole lot harder to read and understand.

DAMN.



But my grandpa is such an awesome person to have whisky with.
:)

And yes, I do drink like an old man.

Gosh. I miss you.

Like crazy giler banyak miss you.

I need a hug soon!

Rubbish.

Everything in my head is a big mess right now. I have too many things to think about.

I just want to thank an old friend for giving me a chance to forget all that, even for a bit.

Tuan/Puan,
Kepala saya amatlah sakit kerana memikirkan apa yang patut saya tuliskan kepada anda!

:)

Flying on a plateau.

Life is annoyingly eventless.

Yes, I started my degree, and I got the whole package - homework, assignments, drama, groupwork, new friends, A-level results, university offers, essays, textbooks, outings, visits to the new courts in K.L., etc.

Still, right now I feel unfulfilled.

Why?

I just finished a 1186-word essay, someone tells me she did like, 1700-something-words.
Bristol sent me a visa letter.
I haven't been able to have my love to myself.
A-levels results are alright, but they can't take me very far right now.
I can't have Bob at the party.
I want to go swim on Friday instead of go to the courts.
Baby is going away this weekend. :(
I don't know what I'm doing with my life now.
I can't even come up with a song-list for a performance.

I NEED A JD. ON THE ROCKS.

AHORA.

I would love to say something, but I don't know what.

Precisely because I just have SO many things on my mind right now.

It's been a long, fun week.

I got my A-levels results yesterday.
A B for Literature, which is a lot better than I expected.
The other 3, I didn't too badly, I guess. (:

I just got home from celebrating Belinda's birthday with Iris, Shaz, Nisha, Joe, and Carolyn!
We went to OU, and did the random-est things ever.
La Senza, Fish&Co, Topshop-Topman-DorothyPerkins, Quiksilver, Nichii, Mod, etc.
And when I say etc, I don't mean 2 or 3 more stores..

We have so much homework and assignments to work on, but I can't get myself to start.
Damn.

Just days ago, I was stuck in the middle of this real life friendship drama.
It feels like ages since I was last involved in something of that sort!
I was so upset, I was having a headache.
I love them two girls.

And Bob.
Giving me headaches.
Somewhat different nowadays.
But still the same.
But the similarity is.. an annoying one.

Tsog says he's dying of the cold in Mongolia!
:(
I miss you, omg.
Can't you reply textssssss?

We had home mass here on Wednesday evening!
It was fun.
Although, also very tiring.
I stayed up till 2.30 am that same night!
Too nervous to do anything else.
So I was online talking to a few awesome people.
Amazing, what adrenaline can do for you, at midnight!
;)

I.AM.SO.SCARED.

SERIOUSLY.

I AM SO SCARED.

I NEED A HUG.
BABY!

And I need to talk about Chinese prostitutes again.
CHEAHHHH.

Anything to get my mind off this!

Tsog Erdenebat.

The highlight of my day!

Have a safe trip, my Mongolian buddy.

And have a safer trip back here! :D

I'm officially your future employee.

I hope you liked your souvenir.

Inside and out.

I can't say this is the best feeling i've ever had.

Tomorrow night, my new found friend will be leaving to Mongolia.

Again.

Just days ago, it was Trina darling.

Now, Tsog.



And I feel so lost right now.

Baby was looking so sad.

Do you still trust me?

I'm sorry I broke the trust you had.

But I didn't do anything.

I know what I'm doing.

And I belong to YOU.

Please, believe me.

Again.



And to make things a tad bit more twisted,
Twinkles signed in on Yahoo.

I mean, aren't my emotions jumbled up enough?

I guess not.



Bob, you're a *itch.

I just had to say that, sorry.

You make me crazier, crazier.

Just for the record,

I LOVE PERFORMING WITH AWESOME MUSICIANS.

And no, not every musician is awesome.
I've met some that are just average, but the two I sang with today are just TOO good for words.

Tsog
Bob

They do really good solos,
AND they're both cute. :D

Sometimes I feel like kicking myself for judging those two before I met them.
Trust me, my judgements weren't great at all!
I used to think Tsog was an emo.
Bob, just some weird cigarette-holic Iranian.

And now, they're like, the first people I'll think of when I need a guitarist!
SERIOUSLY, FRICKING TALENTED.
Oh, lol, Laura.. you're forgiven for being kind of sick or H1N1 suspected or whatever.
We'll just go out together again soon!!

Love you people, loads.
Belinda, Tsog, Amelia, Babak

Other than that, I must say.. the JULY Orientation 2009 was just GREAT.
SO fun!
Dancing, cramping 8 people on 2 chairs..
passing ping-pong balls and orange cordial in cups.
Pictures will be up on Facebook, I hope.
And performing, of course.
Watching our lecturers shake their booties was a great deal too!
And my friends are just REALLY sporting and fun and noisy.
(Which, by the way, is a very important characteristic in a person, to me)
By the way, Joe, if you read this.. you're HOT.
And I'm so jealous you can do a one-hand push up.
SOOO jealous.
And damn, your gayness is so hilarious.

Best part of when it ended was walking in the rain with Baby to Baskin Robbins, holding hands.
Sometimes it's weird that you're not part of my WHOLE day.
And I miss you.
But you always make things better and see me anyway :)
Tomorrow we go swimming, swimming, swimming!

Anyway.. long live Old Fashioned Butter Pecan.
Lovely stuff.

Love the way you smell,
you laugh,
you talk to me.
Love the way you flirt,
the way you stare,
the way you love me back.

Breather.

I've been so so busy the past few days.

A fun sort of busy, though. :)

I met Bob and Tsog for the first time yesterday, together. They look hot with their guitars, and hotter when they're actually playing! Today Bob made me sing SO much. It was very very tiring, but it was fun. They're such great, fun people and super talented. I'm so glad to be working with them! I'll miss Tsog when he goes home to Mongolia. He's cute. :D
(Hopefully, I'll put some pictures up here soon.)

Monday, I met up with LAURA LOWWWWWW. FINALLY! It was SO fun catching up with her after what, a year? since I've seen her last. I took so many pictures of her.. including those funky crazy Artist Of The Month ones inside Main Block! We did a bit of singing, playing guitar. I miss the old days. Care-free, and a drummer by our side!
She's still my little sister anyway. :)

Our tutorials have been more fun and upbeat nowadays. Not that I understand anything any more, but they've been more fun, definitely. Insulting Singapore from the coast of Johor sounds like a fun idea, right, Shaz?? :D

Tomorrow is our JULY09 Orientation! So looking forward to that!

Anyway, I'm feeling tired out right now. Need to go practise a little before bed, if not Bob Divoone will get all sarcastic again tomorrow!
Love you sugar.
You make me fall in love, everyday.

Embarrassment.

I just saw a picture of an old friend. I say old because I haven't heard from the bas*ard in ages, but anyway.. it wasn't the best picture of him I've seen.

And then I started thinking about embarrassment.
His.
Mine.

Gosh, I think I've never been more embarrassed in front of a lecturer.
I quote myself:
"I love it, I love it!"
Yes, I said that while rubbing my hands on my thigh, standing at a door, imitating a friend's alleged sadomasochism.

EVERYONE BURST INTO LAUGHTER WHEN THEY SAW MR. MARK (who is the acting Head of the Law Dept. in HELP) WALKED UP BEHIND ME AND SAID..
"Yeah, you love it, you love it", with the hugest smirk on his face.



GEEZ. Malu much!
In front of my whole tutorial class.
Save me, somebody.
Give me a modelling stint!
xD

Change has come upon us (yester)day.

the 'before' shot.

and, the 'after' shots.