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"Thursdays at E-meal Cafe + some xtras" by Michelle Siew Suet Ling
Just some candid shots before class, by amelia
In this photo: Shazlinaah Kamal (photos), Alexander David Pon (photos)
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Alexander David Pon
Alexander David Pon at 4:40pm August 9, 2008
whis isn the picture clear! she doesn know how to use a camera haih....
Amelia Love
Amelia Love at 10:09pm August 9, 2008
LOL!

I TOOK THE PIC.
:P

Michelle Siew Suet Ling
Michelle Siew Suet Ling at 5:42pm August 10, 2008
Nah Alex, you just look too adorable till Amelia hands shook with the sight of your smile. You were smilling rite? The pic's too not clear :P lolx

Alexander David Pon
Alexander David Pon at 5:45pm August 10, 2008
i cant tell...... see thats how blur it is haha

Michelle Siew Suet Ling
Michelle Siew Suet Ling at 6:18pm August 10, 2008
It looks like it, i think...
Amelia, Alex is questioning your FANTASTIC' photography skills :P lolx

Alexander David Pon
Alexander David Pon at 9:56pm August 10, 2008
yes i am! coming from a school photogapher thats bad!!

Esuan Tan
Esuan Tan at 5:14pm August 11, 2008
Haha.....
Tis pic lookz like alex is showing his "BIRD"
Wuhaha....
Sorry Alex...
U lookz so sexy in tis pic...... Read More
Cant stop me think like tat...
Wuahaha.....

Alexander David Pon
Alexander David Pon at 5:16pm August 11, 2008
somebody kill turtle like now...

Esuan Tan
Esuan Tan at 5:20pm August 11, 2008
Kenot!!!!
Kenot kill turtle....
Some1 will curse u....
Dun b a murderer.....

Alexander David Pon
Alexander David Pon at 5:22pm August 11, 2008
murder only for humans X) thats wut we learn in law.. i think.. though its inhumane to kill an animal but it isn ilegal, for u they might consider xD

Esuan Tan
Esuan Tan at 5:25pm August 11, 2008
U!!!!
I didnt learn law ok???
But still....
Its so bad 2 kill an animal... Such as sexy turtle.....
She is so innocent....... Read More
Dun kill her 4 ur own sake.....

Alexander David Pon
Alexander David Pon at 5:26pm August 11, 2008
no i kill her for the world sake.. xD

Esuan Tan
Esuan Tan at 5:27pm August 11, 2008
Come n kill me lar....
SEE whether u can find me in de big sea...
Try 2 kill me..
Bleh!!!!

Michelle Siew Suet Ling
Michelle Siew Suet Ling at 5:58pm August 11, 2008
Hahahaha!
i'm seriously laughing my arse off rite now! lolx
OMG, TURTLE! I din noe u had it in u! lol
Surprising for a turtle since they only mate once every few years???
No, i don't think illegal to kill animals... just the ones in danger of extinction.... Read More
Especially 'SEXY TURTLES' :P lolx
Well, not the deep blue sea but every math and econs class :D lolx

Alexander David Pon
Alexander David Pon at 6:00pm August 11, 2008
yes accidents do happen in those places.. tragic and unforseen accidents...

Michelle Siew Suet Ling
Michelle Siew Suet Ling at 6:02pm August 11, 2008
Lolx
No worries turtle!
Amelia, the animal activist will save you! :D
hahhaha

Alexander David Pon
Alexander David Pon at 6:05pm August 11, 2008
yes and her too... both the activist and its charge will go...

Michelle Siew Suet Ling
Michelle Siew Suet Ling at 6:26pm August 11, 2008
hahaha
Now that, Alex, can be counted as 'murder' if ur 'tragic and unforseen accidents' miraculously befallen upon the animal activist. lolx
You mite just plead provocation by a 'sexually deprived sexy-turtle' for your defence. The judge mite just take pity on ya and acquite you al'together. :P

Esuan Tan
Esuan Tan at 1:57am August 12, 2008
Yeah!!!
Michelle n amelia will protect me...
Wuhaha....
Alex reli a SEX SYMBOL....
Wuhaha....

Michelle Siew Suet Ling
Michelle Siew Suet Ling at 4:08pm August 12, 2008
OMG, turtle!
Tsk Tsk *shakes head*
naughty turtle! lol
I bet Alex's is blushing when he reads tis!
hahaha

Esuan Tan
Esuan Tan at 8:59pm August 12, 2008
Aikz....
No larrr...
I am not naughty.... AT ALL...
Wuahaha.....

Michelle Siew Suet Ling
Michelle Siew Suet Ling at 2:08pm August 13, 2008
hmm, somehow...i find it VERY hard to believe that :P

Esuan Tan
Esuan Tan at 4:37pm August 13, 2008
Aiya....
I am a nice galz....
Not naughty....
Hehe....

Juelle Oh
Juelle Oh at 9:38pm August 16, 2008
u guys really cracked me, yes 'sexy' alex u have learnt yr criminal law quite well for a start :D
but dont take it too far that u can start killing any form of life, turtle or not turtle.

Alexander David Pon
Alexander David Pon at 6:20pm August 17, 2008
butt then i would be put into jail or sentence under homicide... but i could always add that she was annoying me and in the end i lost my cool and killed her x) pre meditated state i didn know

Esuan Tan
Esuan Tan at 9:08pm August 17, 2008
Wat the hell....
When i annoyed u????
Watever....
Kill me now!!!!!
Bleh~~

Amelia Love
Amelia Love at 2:46pm May 31
OHEMGEEEEEE.

THIS COMMENTS ARE HEEEELARIOUS AND SHOULD BE BOOKMARKED FOREVER!

I have LOADS to say myself on Sexy turtles and Sexy Alexanders..... Read More

but let's wait for when we're old and septuagenarians. :D

The Save Amelia Fund!

Most readers here would know..

my 18th birthday is in exactly ONE month.

Planning my little sister's birthday, I know EXACTLY how it feels (and sucks) when you don't know what to get for someone's birthday!

So I'm planning to make this whole thing easier for you people darlings people. :D

CASH GIFTS ARE THE WAY TO GO FOR 2009!

*VERY LARGE HINTS*




LOL. I'll give you several good reasons why I would very much prefer cash gifts this year. (That however, DON'T mean I don't want normal presents! If you got me something, GREAT! I'm just trying to save some people trouble, REALLY. :D)

1. It's sad when someone gets you shoes or a dress that doesn't fit.
2. I want to buy fabric paints, and i want to pick my own colours!
3. I always use my money to spend on other people. MULTIPLIER EFFECT!
4. Most foods don't last for more than a week!
5. I don't want people buying me expensive gifts, I feel bad. I prefer a collective expensive gift. xD Which I will buy meself!
6. Saves a lot of time- thinking and buying the present. Moolah talks!
7. Cash is a compact but powerful present.

This may sound a little thick-skinned, but I really am trying to be honest so that this year,
everyone's happy.
And I really am NOT asking for much. Give what you can. Or are willing to anyway..sincerely.
If you prefer to keep the amount undisclosed, just pass the money to
CAROLYN TIONG! My ATM!

Thank you again darlings people darlings!

How do you, how do you sleep?

When there are awesome things to do like paint on t-shirts for my two favourite little girls in the whole world,

I don't need a nap! :)

Thanks to Ilianna for the inspiration and information on where to get the stuff I needed.
Carolyn, for being my loyal sidekick, ATM, and Friend!
Baby, for being with me every time I need you there. Especially when I'm frustrated!

And thanks to Emily and Kaeley Joy for making my life THAT much brighter,
although you probably will never read this, just know that Amelia Che Che will love you guys ALWAYS!
Happy Birthday to the both of you!

One Utama is so awesome, I tell you.
And Burger King's Mozarella Cheese Sticks are like.. salty chewing gum! Lol! But nice la. :D


And this lack of sleep has finally gotten to my brain. It's more strangely retarded now.

xD

Cheers for fairies!

Guess!

I'm going nuts over this pair of GORGEOUS summer shoes from Guess earlier!

They were SO cute, and so pretty, and super-super-high-heeled!

GRRRR.

They didn't cost as much as I thought they would,
but still very much out of my range.
:(



I WANT!

P/s: Kenny, you can go um, hang yourself for not knowing about my love for shoes.
You're my BRODER!

Feels like today.

I just felt like making my presence felt,
again!

I haven't written here in quite some time.

Though nowadays there isn't much to write about. Nor talk about. Matt's been complaining that I don't talk to him enough!

Exams are sucking the (social and physical) life out of me.

DARN.

College has been relatively boring. Same thing over and over. Though I hardly get any studying done, really. xD

I'm done with 3 papers! About 700 more to go. SIGH.

Though the many many Cho Tai Ti games have helped. Pon, Paul, Pia-fairy, Kua, Baby..
awesome people to hang out with laaaa. :)
Dexter-goblin and Daryl-unicorn as well!

Mechanics today was not too bad. But then again, only God knows. I might be a Mechanics idiot deep down.

Next thing to slug for - ECONS!

LAW!

Lit.

OMG OMG OMG, AND FRICKING C4!

I feel like having Godiva again. ;)

Sometimes people get lost.

When you've had something in your pocket every day of your life, even if it's not THAT essential, when it goes missing, you feel lost.

When you've always had two bolsters with you when you sleep, when you move out far away to live on your own and have none, you feel lost.

When you have breakfast every morning with Mum or Dad, then one of them leaves, you feel lost.

When you misplace something you've never misplaced before, and can't find it, you feel lost.

When you grow up physically perfect, and lose your sight, or a limb, you feel lost.

When you lose your phone, you feel lost.

When you come home finding that your house has been burgled, your laptop, TV, cash, everything, has been taken, you feel lost.

When you craving something and finally have it, but it tastes different or odd or yucky, you feel lost.

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And baby, when I don't see you although I really want to and expect to, and usually do..

I FEEL LOST.

You're just about as important to me as my legs, hands, and feet. :)

I love you!

Reflections, afflictions.

He looked miserable when she said something about 'Adeline'. Kind of like a regret, that he had to spend her life with her instead of the said Adeline. His face spelt a sadness, that nothing could correct. When she teased him about Adeline being his girlfriend, it was sarcastic to the point of heartbreaking.
My heart goes out to him.

***
I saw the tall tree amongst the many oil-palm trees next to the highway. Tall, straight, shady. Different. Above the rest. And i knew that I wanted to be that from now on.
Aim for the stars.

***
I love having an aunt who is a grandmother already. She taught me the random-est things in the car on the way home today. I finally understand the art of grandmotherhood. And I can't wait to spend some time with my nieces in Bahrain and UK! Oh and I can't wait for my new half-Spanish baby niece Kevin is expecting. WHEEEE!
Babies are love.

***
I took a picture of the very orange sunset.
Thank God for Nokias and auto-focus cameras.

***
I found out something about a friend today which I didn't expect. And I was crying, thinking that he would have been better than any other sleazy guy I know.
But then again, it's only because I expected him to be nicer. He never promised to be or claimed to be.
And then I told myself again, that expectations can only hurt you, Amelia.
I stopped crying, said goodnight, and got online.
And it stopped hurting, because I've learnt that expectations don't CHANGE anything, except nothing.

***
I'm a fussy bitch. I can't let anyone else do anything, and now I feel like a bossy freak. I can't decide on birthday dinner because I'm too damn worried about everyone else and forgetting Michelle's intentions.
Good God, let it be near KLCC, somehow.

***

I missed you, Carolyn. And you really freaked me out when I woke up from my nap. I care a LOT about you and I want to go to KLCC with you tomorrow really badly.
But I want what's best for you, and that's badminton training. Stay safe. Go buy your shoes soon!

***

I love you people so much. The trip to Ipoh was good for me. It got me thinking, and contemplating, and loving.
If only..

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I eat too much!

Just another distant memory..

OMG.

Must be one of my favourite memories ever, I bet. :)

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Taking off your make-up.

Staring at you,
Taking off your make-up
Wondering why you even put it on.

I know you think you do
but baby you don't need it,
I wish you could see what i see when it's gone.

-Rascal Flatts

We all live lives of pretenses. Putting up personalities and facades that sometimes, are hard to take off. Pretending to be people we aren't, trying to fit in, and look good, better, cooler.

Or most times we hide who we truly are. We're afraid to let the world know our true emotions, characters, strengths and weaknesses, we're afraid of being laughed at.

Pride and fear drive this.

Peer pressure.

Idolatry.

And we hate it when someone discovers our true self. We then immediately detach our poor selves from the people who know us best. We risk losing whole social circles simply because we can't let our essential selves be seen.

The pride, scorn, the lack of humility. The pain.

I mean, if you've been trying to keep something up, you don't want it tumbling down!

But sometimes you can't help it.

Love is too strong, too irresistible, too powerful.

So don't fight it, baby.

Sometimes it gets tiring to keep all the falsehood up.

Besides, I love your true self.

And that is why you're not afraid of me, who knows you.




This post is dedicated to some of my friends, whom I love dearly. Over these years, I've learnt to know your strengths, weaknesses, likes and dislikes. Sometimes I overstep the boundaries that you give me. But I never regret what I know of you, I REALLY love you people so much! And I just wanted you to know that I appreciate you, whether it's the TRUE you, or the one you put up. Because through, and through, we'll always be friends.

This post has also reminded me of myself, my words, actions, that I sometimes feel I need to show to keep up with the people around me. I don't feel stupid for doing that. But I know how unnecessary it has all been.

If you can't live with me, then don't. I'll live with you.

You should never really bother.

Michelle Siew Suet Ling,

BLOG MORE.
Whoever says what, ignore it laaaaaaa.

It's your blog. Noone can tell you what to write!

Except for me. I can and WILL MAKE you write!

You're so darn creative. And you're really funny, and honest.

It's fun to read!

And being un-tech-savvy is fine. :P
That's what Kenny is for..

OMG, I love you people SOOOO m,uch!

Yes,

to everyone at my Nirwana's lunch today,

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

Today was such a fun, emotional lunch, and ALL of you people who mattered most to me in college were there!

The food wasn't all that great, except for the not-so-bitter bittergourd,

but

the company was absolutely wonderful,

thanks to each and every one of you!

TURTLE
MR. SAM
SHAZLINAAH
BELINDA
JANICE
MICHAEL
MICHELLE
MS. JUELLE
ALEX HAMSTER
ALEX PON
CAROLYN TIONG!

It was just good being able to be with all of you at once, talking about random things, getting to know each of you better,

and knowing HOW MUCH I WILL MISS SEEING YOU GUYS EVERY DAY !

I hope to see you guys at the ball, of course..

And my 18th birthday do on the 24th, somewhere in Ampang. KEEP IT FREE!




JUST ANOTHER I LOVE YOU PEOPLE LOADS!

I will miss you all because you've all footprinted my life, my heart, my days. I hope for the best for each and every one of you, and thank you for being there with me throughout the past 1.5 years.
You mean SO much to me!

*love,
amelia*

Random train of thoughts.

I walked home wishing it was you that I caught a sniff off,
not just the remainders of you that I held earlier.

I took the time on the bus to figure some things out,
and to observe a pregnant lady's bracelet.

I missed you,
really badly.

I hated knowing that you were doing something fun,
without me.

I was honestly jealous of all those other idiots who you were with,
when I was alone.

I was so proud that you did so well anyway,
even though I wasn't there to watch you.

I don't know if you catch me staring,
but i love watching you anyway, and sometimes seeing you watch me, though you try to hide it.

Your smile throws me off,
even though it (really) shouldn't.

I can't appear weak,
can I?

But you know me so well already,
I tell you everything, and you just read me like a book.

I love being with you,
even if we're studying and not saying anything, or asking random questions of the economy.

You melt me.

And I love you,
even if that's the hardest thing I'll ever do.

OMG, OMG OMG,

Law, MAAN, TFA, Frankie, Larkin, Faustus, T&T, Unseen.

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