I walked home wishing it was you that I caught a sniff off,
not just the remainders of you that I held earlier.
I took the time on the bus to figure some things out,
and to observe a pregnant lady's bracelet.
I missed you,
really badly.
I hated knowing that you were doing something fun,
without me.
I was honestly jealous of all those other idiots who you were with,
when I was alone.
I was so proud that you did so well anyway,
even though I wasn't there to watch you.
I don't know if you catch me staring,
but i love watching you anyway, and sometimes seeing you watch me, though you try to hide it.
Your smile throws me off,
even though it (really) shouldn't.
I can't appear weak,
can I?
But you know me so well already,
I tell you everything, and you just read me like a book.
I love being with you,
even if we're studying and not saying anything, or asking random questions of the economy.
You melt me.
And I love you,
even if that's the hardest thing I'll ever do.
OMG, OMG OMG,
Law, MAAN, TFA, Frankie, Larkin, Faustus, T&T, Unseen.
CRAPLOAD!
2010 - The Killer Year!!
15 years ago

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