Reflections, afflictions.

He looked miserable when she said something about 'Adeline'. Kind of like a regret, that he had to spend her life with her instead of the said Adeline. His face spelt a sadness, that nothing could correct. When she teased him about Adeline being his girlfriend, it was sarcastic to the point of heartbreaking.
My heart goes out to him.

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I saw the tall tree amongst the many oil-palm trees next to the highway. Tall, straight, shady. Different. Above the rest. And i knew that I wanted to be that from now on.
Aim for the stars.

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I love having an aunt who is a grandmother already. She taught me the random-est things in the car on the way home today. I finally understand the art of grandmotherhood. And I can't wait to spend some time with my nieces in Bahrain and UK! Oh and I can't wait for my new half-Spanish baby niece Kevin is expecting. WHEEEE!
Babies are love.

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I took a picture of the very orange sunset.
Thank God for Nokias and auto-focus cameras.

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I found out something about a friend today which I didn't expect. And I was crying, thinking that he would have been better than any other sleazy guy I know.
But then again, it's only because I expected him to be nicer. He never promised to be or claimed to be.
And then I told myself again, that expectations can only hurt you, Amelia.
I stopped crying, said goodnight, and got online.
And it stopped hurting, because I've learnt that expectations don't CHANGE anything, except nothing.

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I'm a fussy bitch. I can't let anyone else do anything, and now I feel like a bossy freak. I can't decide on birthday dinner because I'm too damn worried about everyone else and forgetting Michelle's intentions.
Good God, let it be near KLCC, somehow.

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I missed you, Carolyn. And you really freaked me out when I woke up from my nap. I care a LOT about you and I want to go to KLCC with you tomorrow really badly.
But I want what's best for you, and that's badminton training. Stay safe. Go buy your shoes soon!

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I love you people so much. The trip to Ipoh was good for me. It got me thinking, and contemplating, and loving.
If only..

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I eat too much!