I've been looking forward to so many things.
On my list,
SC's call.
Our girls' Genting trip! With baby, of course.
Classes, as usual. WE NEED IT!
**** telling me he's asked *** to the ball.
And a lot of minor, minor stuff as well.
But I'm not feeling it.
Is it because I didn't expect things to work out?
Or have I been pained so much that I'm numb?
Or is there just no more point in hoping and wanting, because It's all been pre-determined?
God Jesus, help me.
I don't want to stop hoping, wanting, waiting.
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