I've been telling some people lately that i feel myself changing.
And i feel so left out now. My different groups of friends don't seem to be changing the way i do. And i always feel weird. I've kind of outgrown my high-school interests and conversation topics. I don't know enough about new ones to be able to talk to new people either. I'm stuck in between then and tomorrow.. I'm lost. :(
My friends all seem to have something common to talk about, but i stand there, left out. Maybe they feel like i've moved on. But even if I have, i don't want to lose them. I love all my friends, old or new, and I never want to stop talking to them about the random-est things.
I also feel i'm a lot less random and bubbly. If you disagree, let me know. I need to know that I'm still as lovable as i was. That's the one thing about myself I like. Even if being mean is my funny forte!
I am just glad to have You that i can tell stuff to. And I know You're fine with me changing. Because i don't ever want this to end. And it's nice to know that You think it's just growing up, maybe. Or maturing. Because it makes me feel less guilty for letting go of before. And trying to seek a new self. I love you.
To you people who read here, I love you guys anyway. That, has not changed!
*Besos y abrazos*
2010 - The Killer Year!!
15 years ago

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