Boy, what a...day.

OMG OMG OMG.

I have to start this anti-chronologically because.. the cutest little 3 year old in the whole of Malaysia just left my house! I don't know his name, but since everyone called him Ti Ti, i did too.. (Ti Ti is Mandarin for little brother). He was soooooooooooo cute. Such an attitude! His smile is so melting. And.. he wanted to play Backgammon but noone knew how, and he got mad and actually sat backwards on the chair in the living room! I got to carry him home from Tanjung Bunga, because we decided to walk. I expected him to throw a fuss, but he only just talked a lot of Mandarin which i so didn't understand. But still.. SO CUTE! OMG! I want..!

Before that i went swimming. Tropicana. TOO many other human beings there to swim properly. I was very very annoyed, because some children were really obnoxious and selfish. I mean, hello? I am not THAT small. Can't you see me swimming? You must be FRICKIN' blind to NOT notice this huge chunk of a hot chick in that water..! Sheesshhheeerrss.

Oh and before that I went to SP with Carolyn and Noreen. SO fun slapping Noreen. I think i hit her about 7 times! And she hit me only once back. xD But only because both of them are such softies when it comes to me! :D I accidentally hit Carolyn once too, so i'm SORRY, darling.. Hit me back soon. :D We kept rushing here and there to buy ribbon and dog food and stuff. Hilarious! We walked SO much. And we had Nando's! WOOT! Pedas giler, but soooo sedap!

Oh and Baby, don't think so much. Focus on loving them and giving them your best while you can. It's all we can do. Don't be afraid of putting yourself out there and getting hurt, because it is THAT that makes us human. It makes us capable of what people call Love. You can't have Love without pain, seriously. And there is a time in life where you have to let Go. But let God, then. It will all fall into place.
I miss you loads anyway. And i love you, and i worry about you. All the time. I wish i knew everything in your head!

For today, that's about it, i guess. Nothing much else has happened except that i learnt a lot more about Tzern that i had ever imagined.. and it's been good, i guess. Oh and i got a whole load of notes from John.. I'm going to go mad looking for space in my room for those. I finished 'reading' Larkin and Marlowe this afternoon as well.. and i am lost. I like SOME poems, but.. other than that i read it pretending i would someday catch it's true meaning! xD

I miss Jan, Mich, Shaz.. LOADS.

And you too, baby!