Dizzy spells.

Maybe the heat, maybe the abundance of thoughts I've had today, maybe the old man yelling on the phone who was seated right next to me, or the silly young girl clicking away her plastic bottle.

Maybe the fact that I'm returning to my habits.

Maybe the fact that I think maybe i exaggerated, maybe the fact that I'm stuck in between yes and no, because my friends agree with me.

Maybe the fact that I don't want my rash emotions to affect someone I love ever so dearly.

Maybe the fact that she just won't tell me.

Maybe the fact that my being concerned seems to mean nothing to an idiot, maybe because I know I won't try anymore, maybe because I haven't mastered the necessary, maybe the phone cover I'm obsessing about now.

I feel like I'm going to fall over, and vomit out the stuff I've been eating to prevent myself from vomiting. Goodness.