Boy, what a...day.

OMG OMG OMG.

I have to start this anti-chronologically because.. the cutest little 3 year old in the whole of Malaysia just left my house! I don't know his name, but since everyone called him Ti Ti, i did too.. (Ti Ti is Mandarin for little brother). He was soooooooooooo cute. Such an attitude! His smile is so melting. And.. he wanted to play Backgammon but noone knew how, and he got mad and actually sat backwards on the chair in the living room! I got to carry him home from Tanjung Bunga, because we decided to walk. I expected him to throw a fuss, but he only just talked a lot of Mandarin which i so didn't understand. But still.. SO CUTE! OMG! I want..!

Before that i went swimming. Tropicana. TOO many other human beings there to swim properly. I was very very annoyed, because some children were really obnoxious and selfish. I mean, hello? I am not THAT small. Can't you see me swimming? You must be FRICKIN' blind to NOT notice this huge chunk of a hot chick in that water..! Sheesshhheeerrss.

Oh and before that I went to SP with Carolyn and Noreen. SO fun slapping Noreen. I think i hit her about 7 times! And she hit me only once back. xD But only because both of them are such softies when it comes to me! :D I accidentally hit Carolyn once too, so i'm SORRY, darling.. Hit me back soon. :D We kept rushing here and there to buy ribbon and dog food and stuff. Hilarious! We walked SO much. And we had Nando's! WOOT! Pedas giler, but soooo sedap!

Oh and Baby, don't think so much. Focus on loving them and giving them your best while you can. It's all we can do. Don't be afraid of putting yourself out there and getting hurt, because it is THAT that makes us human. It makes us capable of what people call Love. You can't have Love without pain, seriously. And there is a time in life where you have to let Go. But let God, then. It will all fall into place.
I miss you loads anyway. And i love you, and i worry about you. All the time. I wish i knew everything in your head!

For today, that's about it, i guess. Nothing much else has happened except that i learnt a lot more about Tzern that i had ever imagined.. and it's been good, i guess. Oh and i got a whole load of notes from John.. I'm going to go mad looking for space in my room for those. I finished 'reading' Larkin and Marlowe this afternoon as well.. and i am lost. I like SOME poems, but.. other than that i read it pretending i would someday catch it's true meaning! xD

I miss Jan, Mich, Shaz.. LOADS.

And you too, baby!

You want it, you got it.

Oh yes, my very first time doing something someone tagged me in.

20 things about me, it seems. I won't be mean and tag another 25 people though, just Carolyn, because i know she'll do it, and Dila and Thira and Tats and Kenny, who have blogs just like mine and probably read here to know i did tag them. :D

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I cooked two servings of very, very spicy pasta on Tuesday, and I nearly DIED eating that stuff. WAYYYYY too much chili flakes, huh?

I baked chocolate-chip cookies on Monday with Carolyn, and now i'm hooked on those! I can't wait to make more for my girls for Valentine's day. :)

I'm stuck in what you would call, a whirlwind of love. I love too many people for my own sake!

I'm actually going to miss Tatsuki when he's gone to IMU. He claims i'm noticeable. He's just the same, except more so because everyone loves Tats! Our ninja. ;)

I don't know nuts about judging value debates. And i promised to on Friday anyway. Though i guess that's what Tzern is for. xD

I don't know if i treat some of my friends as well as i should.

I miss Alexander David Pon's WHINING.

I eat too much for my own good, and i still complain i'm fat and i don't know why!

Lately, i've had this craze for bikinis. Not that i would look that great in them, but i think i've found a new confidence about myself to even think i'd dare wear one. (BUT I DID!)

I think Sunway Lagoon is lame, but i want to go there again soon and get another awesome tan! Yes, lame people do lame things like that.

I got a conditional offer from LSE, and i'm planning a life in London already although i need to get an A for Literature. Which i currently think is.. impossible.

I am really (quite) stupid.

I am too optimistic to actually still live here on Erthe. (Marlowe's english) ;)

I miss you, Carolyn Tiong. I hope your 9 hour day goes fine!

I miss Michelle, Janice, Shaz, Turtle and Belinda. I want to smack them all for not bothering for us to meet up during our college break!

I let go of my past way too easily. I break hearts like they're paper cups. Oh wait. ONE heart. But still, it wasn't supposed to be that way. You leave someone with dignity, not just run off with another.

I have learnt my lesson when it comes to the aforementioned heartbreaking.

I, an exaggerator, hate exaggeration.

I detest people who have one night stands, but i don't mind if my friends do and tell me about it. xD

Last but not least, i actually took almost one hour to complete this very silly tag.




Love y'all!

Oh and Carolyn.. watchit. xD

You'll Have 4 True Loves

For you, love is a natural progression from friendship. You are almost always friends first. In love, you are loyal, steady, and honest. You are not a cheater or even much of a flirt. You are likely to stay friends with your ex... and open to rekindling something in the future. Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5 You are most compatible with people born on the 6th, 15th, and 24th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

This is heeeelarious. And Dila thought she was bad!

You'll Have 1 True Love

You don't just believe in love at first site - you've experienced it. You develop crushes pretty easily, but keeping your interest is another matter! You are very prone to love - hate relationships. Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 6 You are most compatible with people born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, and 28th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

I can't decide.

I don't know whether to hate you or love you. I wish you'd just step out and tell me what you want to, or what i need to know. I don't even know whether I should be feeling like this.
Am I just another friend? Am i special? Sometimes I wish i knew exactly how YOU felt so i could act accordingly. I don't want to miss someone who really doesn't care, or either cares too much to let me know.

And YOU..! I love you. All the time. Today and yesterday been good for me. :) I can now be a wife, right? I can cook, clean, and bake.. and take care of babies. You, i mean. ;) And it was fun. I finally got you up my bed without you breaking any limbs. But you mangkuk la. Can jump off and hurt your foot some more. And i SOOOOO can't believe we weigh the same! I'm so jealous. You're taller! But oh I got more muscle right? :P Or better bones!

You, you. I see you sooooo seldomly. But when i get to talk to you, i realise how much i miss you and how i'd love to spend some good time with you. Nagas! Better be sooner than later! And we got so so much to talk about. GGRRRRR. I'm so nervous about calling Daphne. But i miss them Emmikins and Joy Joy! Oh and thanks for the awesome pasta recipe.

YOUS! I miss yous. Valentine's Day! :D Loads of catching up to do. We hardly got time nowadays, but I love Yous!! Must cook for Yous sometime.

You, thanks for being there to talk to me everyday, and missing me when i'm gone. :) You're such an awesome Aussie! My tube..! Thank you too for the Neiman Marcus cookies recipe!

And You, stop worrying about the future you can't change. London is just a place of opportunity for us all. And.. that one girl is never ever worth all the pain you seem to be feeling. There is SOMEONE out there for you, whenever in your life she appears. Time is NOT running out in any way whatsoever. So don't be so paranoid okay? See you there!

I love You all in different ways. You're all big parts of my life right now, and i need all of you, okay? :)

*Hug-e-s, and kiss-e-s*

Neiman-Marcus cookie!

Yes. I baked some from a recipe someone sent me.. and they are AWESOME. It seems someone bought the recipe for $250 and was really pissed off that she got ripped off so she's circulating it worldwide via e-mail.

Leave a comment if you'd like the recipe. Quite simple, really. :)

Carolyn came over for a while today so yeah, brought out all the flour and that!

I woke up so early today! Went for nasi lemak breakfast with my dad. :D Did my scripture reading and studied some Law, then started baking. And cleaning my room! It was a productive day, very. I need to do this more often. But college starts next week!

I'm so sleepy now, haven't napped all day.. I wanna go walk again later nearby here. Yesterday we went Kiara! That was kind of fun, except that I walked our usual round and had NO sight of Twinkles although we had promised to kind of meet. ANYWAY, after that we went to Gramma's for dinner and it was all fun. Teasing Joshua. He's leaving next Monday for Melbourne. :( My closest cousin after Li Ann. I wanted to drive back, but mummy didn't let me. So i got all upset and that eventually led to me crying. Sigh. Crazy emotional life and family i got! Though dad took me out a bit later. So i felt a whole lot better after. :)

Then i got online and talked to some good buddies. So yeah, i felt way better after i got home!

Love you baby. :) You're so awesome la. Just thought i'd tell you so.. since i can. :D

Annoyance.

I actually was going to relate my whole driving story thing here,

but some other things happened since then,

so yeah.

I'm annoyed right now. More than not. And it's just one of those moments when you're being really really un-understanding. And i'm already too stressed to tolerate it, so i let go and i get mad.

Sigh.