Insensitivity.

Lately I've been getting a feel of people around me turning heartless.
Okay, maybe heartless is a really strong word, but sometimes you feel that they don't care anymore. I mean, when you speak to them they ignore you or turn a deaf ear. Or worse, they pretend they care and then when you finally need them they turn their backs on you and you're left like "Hey, I thought you loved me."

And then the people that you thought you could count on and were your friends.. they change. They disappear just as you need them and Voila! you've got a magic disappearing act happening right in the bloody middle of your life. And you're so lost, because these are the people you love. You don't care about them romantically or whatnot, it's just that they're special to you and you want them around with you and be their friends and suddenly, they're gone. They turn ice-cold and you don't know what happened, but you know you hate it as hell.

I don't like this part of my life, and I don't know if I ever will appreciate the fact that people just.. vanish. I love people..
I'm just bummed that they don't love me the same.