30th December, 2008. Fabulous!

The morning was so fun. Left the house with Mum and Adeline.. to drop me at college and Adeline at school to get her results!

Studied for a while then Carolyn, Joce and Jerms came to college! :D Then it was TAXI-time! Went to ** because Carolyn's buddies asked her out. WEIRD, didn't quite like it, but being with Carolyn was just so so awesome. ;) Took pictures with her and stuff and Joce and Chuah too, but nothing beats Carolyn. Even if I only got to eat nuggets and fries till like 3pm, and paid through my ears, eyes AND nose to get back!

Oh and while i was 'there' Adeline texted me to tell me she got 6As and 1B! I was so happy :) Happy for her! Who cares about straight As anymore? It don't matter, every geek can get it. But she's awesome la! Congratulations, sister! :D

Then i came home! Mattie called for a while. :) We just talked about silly stuff and he got the picture! Glad he liked it. Then i had a good nap.. YES. Nice!

Then at Tai-chi i was happy. Daddy said Adeline and I could go to Sunway Lagoon tomorrow! And he was so so nice and sweet tonight. :) Make me very happy to have parents like mine. I love them.

Now having an awesome chat with my girlfriends from highschool. Love 'em ;) Just missing Hitakshi, that busy bee.

Be back again soon!
*besos y abrazos*

An emotion shake.

Right now i'm just feeling so much! And i felt like just saying that. :D

I'm very much in love.

I'm sad that I don't get to spend all the time i want with Baby, but every little counts.

I look forward for the next time i get to!

I love how you love me, looking at me, being with me...

I really like how I make you hot for me. ;)

I love you, baby.

Oh, happy happy!

It's been GREAT being able to finally spend time with baby :) Baby was being a bit odd at first, i felt like something was between us or something, or at least on baby's mind.

But after a while i guess it just passed. SOOOO FUN being with baby. SO silly! SO lame also. ;) But makes me smile...and baby very nice to huggie huggie.

It makes me wonder sometimes, why one person can be so special to another. Only that one person can make one person smile, or only one person can seem to be that adorable to the other. Why does the heart, (or rather, pituitary gland) react that way?

Doesn't really matter to me i guess. I'm just glad i got to see my darling. :D

Bukit Tinggi (i spent 26th and 27th of December there with family) was okay i guess. Not bad, but not unforgettable either... it was nothing fascinating. I missed being home a whole lot! xD We travelled to faraway lands to eat expensive stuff. Not bad i suppose, but i'd have preferred French cuisine. I'm SO anti-asian, i tell you! Or rather, Western-biased. Christmas Eve was just AWESOME. :) I got to hug and kiss so many people that mattered. I can't wait for the New Year's Eve partyyy! Oh and thank you people for the presents.. especially Carolyn who got me a fabulous bikini. xD Thanks to Jerms as well for picking it.

Just got home today from being with Noreen, Bernice, Stef, Carolyn and Adeline at Pyramid. That was fun although we didn't get to watch a movie. Though i do think we bonded better talking and eating. :) I missed them SOOO much! Thanks Bernice for the present!

Not much i can remember now really.. Just sorry to Mattie for not being able to talk to you much lately. We'll talk soon! :)

*Un abrazo*

I know I can't live without you, can't smile without you.

Baby,

Over the past few days i've been worried nuts about you. How you feel, what you're doing, who you're with. And you never seem to know, you never ever let me know before I give in to my weaknesses and have to ask.

Sometimes i wish you knew me better.

I don't know if you're hiding from me on purpose. I surely hope not, but I know it's something you do.
And i don't want to hurt from that..it's You. I need to learn to accept how You are.

Forgive me if i don't know how.
Right now i just feel pretty left out of your life.

I hate this part right here.

But i love you.

When love and hate collide.

I don't know how dogs lick wounds on their own.

I can't seem to do that with myself.
When i hurt, i have to let everyone know.

But he doesn't seem to see it. He doesn't let it get through.

I hate how he does it.
But i also know i love this guy, idiotic as he is.

Jesus, take the wheel. MINE.

Yes. :) I did that with my own two hands on Paint!

Love you guys!

I'm glad i know now.

Trust me, sometimes it sucks big time not knowing something you've been dying to.

But tonight I found out what i needed to know.

And i want to thank You for telling me, talking to me, letting me know how you feel.

Because i love you. And i need you. I want to know you, we, are okay.

I don't like the distance. Any distance.

And i want you to know i'm here for you.

Always, LIKE IT OR NOT.

Thank you for telling me you love me.

And i loved talking to you now.. every minute. You make me smile.