One day, one year, one life is insufficient.

Just a random fact,

Michael Bublé's Everything has been playing over and over, either on my phone or in my head. Absolutely wonderful! :)

But back to my topic!

You, pink-baby-faced Ducky of mine,
you're the one who makes my life bearable. Trust me.
I stopped walking home from college weeks ago, thanks to.. YOU.
You're always there for me, when I need you, and when I don't.
(Most of the time, I do. A lot.)

I look forward to the end of my classes, because I know you're waiting.
I look forward to my breaks and free time (except on Thursdays) because I know I have someone to hug and hold during them!
I hate knowing you have to wait SO long for me, because I hate having to wait for you too. It's just SO unbearable. It's like, waiting for Baskin Robbins after a good, but long interview! :P

And oh, you're my falling star, my getaway car, my line in the sad when I go too far!

I LOOOOOOVE YOU!

One step at a time!

Yes.

One interview down! :) And I felt it was a good one. I had fun in there, total honesty, and I always had something to say. One or two questions threw me off balance, kind of, but.. nothing much else.

So yes. After the interview I went for BR with Carolyn Tiong! Which was awesome. Then we sat, chatted a bit.. and talked about random things. People, life, the future, hair-stylists.. The littler things in life. Oh and RISKS, the ones we face, and the ones WE face, right honey? ;) I also had fun strutting my various outfits for my friends! Tomorrow is traditional outfit day now. How awesome, right? So let's hope I get comfortable in my pretty pink cheongsam tomorrow! :D

Right now I'm really bright eyed and in love really. I was kind of annoyed today, because there are still idiots in this world who cannot be happy seeing the people they envy happy! But they don't matter. I do, my family does, Jesus is there to be with me and protect me, and I always have my Baby. Always there for me, and always willing to help.

Mocks for Law Paper 2 on Friday, now.. and loads of mechanics homework to do eh. Sigh. But I can't wait for Sports Day on Saturday! It's going to be loads of fun. And very very hot. Heaps of old friends, I hope. Baby! And Adeline will be marching so I have adik to be proud of. :D

I miss Tatsuki. Haven't had a Japanese-friend-rave in ages! xD I know, very very random.

Anyway, just a thank you list to everyone who has helped made my SC interview so much better than I thought it would be.
Daddy,
Carolyn!
The panel - Mr Chong, Laura, Hasnan
The waiting room people - Felicia, Amani, Syaria?, Jocelyn, Jo Rin
Alex hamster - for the tuition, xD
Alex Pon, Michelle, Shaz, Bel, random people from class screaming out 'good luck'
JESUS CHRIST, My God, saviour, bestest buddy ever.

Love you people!

What a weekend.

Yes, for those who aren't Catholic.. It was Holy Weekend. The Easter Triduum, comprising of Holy Thursday, Good Friday, Easter Sunday, etc, etc.

How so very tiring.

Well it wouldn't have been so bad if i didn't have my Law Paper 1 mocks on Friday. I had to cram aggressive Law studying with Psalm-practising and helping Ms. Tan out at Words Worth with 5 little kids, as well as usual class (didn't skip one!), and tuition, and then all the extra Services and Mass for the Triduum on Thursday, Friday AND Saturday nights.

BUT...

SC called me!! So I have an interview next Wednesday and I'm excited, nervous, all the usual stuff.
And it's REALLY important that I ace the interview, because I need their Scholarship! Though the poor lady who was in charge of calling me, that wonderful lady Eva, she tried calling me at least 7 times on my cell during my exam paper, and she was in the office till 9pm at night trying to call me. I was at the Mandarin service (which i only survived through because the singing was awesome and i had mum's Missal) and when i ran out to answer her call, was ecstatic for about 5 mins, and then went back into church to find out my seat had been taken.

Jesus is a joker, i tell ya! ;)

This weekend was really good though. I spent a lot of my time and energy singing, and people who know me well enough will know how much I love singing and what kind of a high it gives me! I saw Paul again yesterday, after ages, poor boy been working his head off for some kind of auditing project probably. Father Philip was hilarious this morning, i think he was too sleepy to talk properly. He kept slipping on his words!

And i've decided to buy Alithea's dress, which I've been contemplating for ages and ages. :D

(Anyway, I typed all of that at one go, but it was days ago, so i don't remember what else i wanted to add, so i'll end this here and now,

love you all.)

I want nobody but you.

I'm busy,

Tired,

Occupied,

And I lack time.

But I still must find time to express how i feel about You.

Each time I see you I get a rush of emotions.

Usually good.

This morning was an exception, really.

And if the whole world stopped caring about my love,

It wouldn't matter,

Unless you did too.

If you did,

I WOULD DIE.

And I really, really don't want anyone but you.

I love you.

Looking, but only into your eyes.

When I lie there, with your hand around my waist, my body,

I feel heaven.

Sort of, anyway.

Because nothing beats looking into your beautiful, brown eyes.

Your closeness,

I can feel your heat, your heart.

And I love you.

People say so much simply because they can't have what we do.
I adore you, your lips, your smile, your laugh.
Your happiness is mine,
Simply because I love you so much, just your face lights up my life.

Thank you for loving me like you do,
Thank you for the things that you do,
Thank you for making me smile, doing anything I ask you to,

Thank you for being YOU.

What do you do?

You would never let yourself fall in love with your BEST friend's beau. Maybe not even an ex-best friend's guy. But what happens if she's JUST a friend? You know she's smitten. So are you, kind of. And he's obviously not into her. You, instead.
What do you do?

You're already planned a wedding after 8 years of dating. And then you fall in love with the best man, your man's closest buddy who has been away for a few years. He's told you if you were single, he'd do you, but he was drunk when he said you were so beautiful.
What do you do?

You're in love with someone who really likes someone else already. He wants you to help him chase her.
What do you do?

Your parents find you a guy to marry. You think he's pretty sweet, cute, even. And he's nuts about you! But he's just not the one who makes your heart jump...
What do you do?

You have a steady boyfriend. You somehow meet another bastard of a jerk, but you realise you have very strong feelings for him.
What do you do?

Your best friend just went through a break-up, and and is thoroughly dependent on you to give her support. You find yourself falling for her after a couple of months.
What do you do?

Your boyfriend and yourself have decided to break up, mutually. The feelings are still there but you know it won't work. Two months later, you find out your closest college mate is sleeping with your ex.
What do you do?

He makes you smile, laugh, daydream..
He's your brother.
What do you do?

You dump the guy because he's plain annoying, and there are just no more feelings. He cuts his wrist and ends up in hospital.
What do you do?



The best thing to do, perhaps the only thing, is to do NOTHING.
Things will find their ways,
If they need to be done.

Don't let your HEART rule anything.
When your heart wins, the battle is lost.

Sweets, icing, darling.

My mum celebrated her birthday last week,

and i made these, for her mini Sunday School party thingamajig!

Some are kind of messy, but Gwen loved them, and so did I, decorating them as well as munching on them..

YAY for CUPCAKES!


Michelle, Shaz, sorry there weren't any left to bring to college..
Thanks Michelle for the piping thing!
And Kenny, I know you seen these. Hang in there!
Carolyn honey thanks for taking the pictures!

But I'm proud of myself la. :D